I can't seem to understand Sjin. Just what am I to him? He comes around when Sips is gone, and tells me he loves me. He always goes on and on about how much he needs me, but after we have our moment and "fall in love" once again, he turns away like we are strangers. I can't count the times he's held me so closely only to break my heart again. The pain is always unbearable, but I can't seem to let him go.
His personality is that of a carefree guy... when Sips is around. I've watched him do what he says without a question. It's pathetic, but it hurts my heart. Sjin loves Sips... I know that. He would do anything for him, but the blue spaceman doesn't realize it, no matter how much Sjin does for him. This love will never be returned. All his hard work is pointless. It will only end in heartbreak... and he knows it.
After all this time, he still won't give up. What does he achieve by continuing? There's no way to tell. Is love really that strong? Even unrequited love? I've never seen such devotion with no reward. It's admirable, but so incredibly reckless, and all his frustration has fallen to me.
I guess I've just become the only one who can take it. I'm here because they've requested I build them a pool, but I didn't realize i'd be dragged into their problems. Much less, become the replacement Sips, but I couldn't fight the true Sjin. The dark Sjin.
When the Sipsco compound falls dark, and I'm forced into submission by the broken hearted orange spaceman, I can't say no, especially when he promises that he really does love me. His "loving" arms embrace me, but I'm not stupid. Like I've said, I'm just a replacement, but It's almost impossible to keep my feelings from forming around the lie and falling hopelessly in love as well. I've also become a reckless idiot with a one sided love.