To Look into Your Eyes
Why can't you look at me like you do her? You did before. It seems like a long time ago but you did. Your eyes would shine and your smile was bright but now only for her. I see you stare at her like you did to me, yes I saw you. I saw you but never said a word. There were no words needed. Why are you with her when she broke your heart before. Can't you see that she is doing it again.
I was the one that could do that. I could make you laugh and I could make you wonder. Just by you looking at me the world was a better place. One look from you made me smile. And when you looked into my eyes and I looked away, it wasn't because I didn't feel the same way. It was because I was afraid you could see through me. And that scares me. You of all people should know that. But now your with her. Now I have no one. I want you to be happy but I want to be the one to bring you happiness. Not her. I don't want you to have pain or sorrow. I didn't expect you to come out and say how you felt cause your not that type of person. I just wanted you to give me a sign. Maybe you did and I didn't see it.
All I want, is to look in your eyes, and see the love and care I saw before and to now that I'm the reason.
That's all I want Mulder
I wrote this in math and everyone was wondering "What the hell is Tiffany doing?" People can be so nosey. But I love them all... in a strange twisted way. I wrote this cause in every girls life you go through this. I know cause this is practically out of my diary. The only thing different is Scully wants Mulder to be happy but if I was Scully I would say "go to hell jerk". Soooooo, with that I thank you all for putting up with me. Tell me what you think with a review!