I do not own twilight all that credit goes to the lovely Stephanie Myers (i think i spelled that right..O.O)

this is rated T

READ THE AUTHORS NOTE AT THE BOTTOM! 3

Bella P.O.V.

It sucks being the new kid, especially in a small town where everybody has known eachother since they were born. People talk in small towns, and news travels fast, so i'm sure that everybody knows that their Chief of Police's daughter Bella Swan is coming to live with her father. I haven't seen Charlie in years, just talked on the phone and the annual birthday/christmas cards. I used to visit him every year in Forks for two weeks, but i hate the place. It's always rainy and cold, and the sun is very rarely out. This was going to be a huge change from Phoenix Arizona, the place i lived with my mom and her new husband Phil. Phil plays in minor league baseball and he travels a lot, my mom usually stays with me but i know she misses him. So i told her i'd move in with Charlie so she could be with him. I mean I am a junior now, i'll be moving out soon anyways.

So here I am waiting for Charlie to come pick me up in his police cruiser. I saw him pull into the parking lot so i waved and staring pulling my suitcase to his car. (i only had one suitcase, the rest of my stuff was already shipped to his house.) He stepped out and greeted me with and awkward hug and a "Hey Kid" before putting my suitcase in the trunk and starting the car up. We didn't talk at all on the hour drive from Port Angeles, we sat in comfortable silence. Neither of us felt the need to fill it, that's just how we are.

He pulled into the driveway of his-our house. Charlie led me inside and up to my room, everything looked exactly the same way it did five years ago. My room however looked completely different. It was painted with blue and green earthtones, the comforter on my bed was a deep blue, while my walls were an earthy green. The floor was a deep hardwood and i had a desktop computer, a t.v., and a stereo. It was gorgeous! "DAD I LOVE IT! IT'S PERFECT!" i squealed throwing my arms around Charlie's neck. He chuckled to himself a bit awkwardly and said "Don't just thank me your mother helped out too." I smiled and gave him one more squeeze before left to give me time to get settled.

I reached into a box and pulled out my soundboard and laptop and set them on the desk. Next i pulled out my bass enhancing headphones, my song book, and my microphone/recording systems. I walked over to my closet and found a box labeled fragile, inside was my electric guitar case/stand. I picked up the case and unlatched it, setting my red and black les paul guitar on its stand. next i picked up another box and put my acoustic guitar on its stand. i grabbed my box of picks and set it on the desk with my equipment. my keyboard was set up next, along with my drum pad. Right now i needed to get a job so i could start saving up money for a bass guitar. Yeah, i was kind of a music freak, my dream was to major in music.

I pulled out my bag filled with my toiletries and checked to make sure i had everything. My favortite strawberry scccented shampoo and conditioner, check, my razor, check, my hairbrush, check, soap, toothbrush, hairdryer, straitner, deoderant, check check check check and check! I walked down the hall and put my soap, shampoo/conditioner, toothbrush, and razor in the bathroom before returning to my room to unpack. I hung up all of my shirts and tops in the closet and they all fit easily, i didn't have that big of a selection. My pants and the one skirt i owned went into the dresser. After i finished unpacking i opted to take a shower to wash the layer of grime all the traveling had left on my skin.

Stepping into the shower the hot water cascaded down my back, loosening the muscles and cleansing my skin. The scent of my strawberry shampoo wrapped around me relaxing me even further. The water soon began to run cold and i relunctantly stepped out wrapping myself in a towel and drying my hair with another. I brushed my teeth and went to my room and ran a brush through my hair. I pulled on the holey t-shirt and short shorts i normally wore to bed and snuggled deep into my bed ready to be engulfed in sleep. Then the thunder started.

It cracked loudly in the sky and the air was filled with electricity. I whimpered and curled into my bed pulling the pillow over my head. It cracked again and tears started flowing down my face as my hands white knuckled onto the blanket. So much for a good nights sleep. The thunder calmed around 2 a.m. and i fell into an uneasy sleep filled with loud thunder.

I awoke to my alarm clock screaming at me that it was time to get up. I groaned and rolled out of bed hitting the floor hard, banging my hip. "Uggggh that's gunna leave a mark." I walked over to my closet and pulled out a blue Asking Alexandria shirt and my black vans. I threw my vans onto the floor next to my dresser while i quickly struggled into my black skinnies, doing the universal skinny jeans dance. I mean shit these things are friggin tight, you have to jump around and dance to get them on. After doing a couple of squats to make sure they stretched right i pulled on my vans and ran a brush through my hair, deciding to leave it its natural curly self.

I started into the mirror, i wasn't ugly i knew that, but i didn't think i was that particularly pretty either. I had chocolate brown eyes, and pale ivory skin. I wasn't overly tall but i was about five foot 7" and my body was naturally toned, i sucked at sports i am so accident prone, i can walk two feet on flat ground and still manage to trip. NO one else knew that though. When i was in public i was a badass. Nobody screwed with Bella Swan. But truely i was just an insecure girl who was terrified of thunder. The only thing i really liked about myself was my thick mahogeney hair. It was brown but with hints of red, especially in the sunlight. But that factor wasn't going to be shown off I much in dreary Forks Washington.

I sighed and looked at my clock, i had twenty minutes before I had to leave. I walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth and applied some black eyeliner lightly. I grabbed my ipod, phone, and backpack before heading downstairs to eat a quick granola bar and wonder where the hell Charlie was to drive me to school. I looked around and saw a note on the table next to a pair of keys. "Hey Bella I'm sorry i couldn't drive you to school today i had an urgent call i needed to take care of. I meant to give you this earlier but here are the keys to the red truck parked outside, it's yours. Love you Be safe. -Dad-"

I slung my bag over my shoulder, yanked the keys off the table, and ran outside squealing like a kid in a candy factory. It was an old chevy truck, a little worn but i loved it any way, it had character. I climbed into the driver seat and listened to the engine roar to life before pealing back out of the driveway. The school wasn't hard to find, it is a small town and all. There were already cars parked in the student lot and i sighed, i didn't want to make the walk of shame to the office. I pulled out my trusty ipod and starting blasting 21 guns by Greenday before climbing out of my monster and walking towards the building labeled office.

I felt people staring and pointing but ignored it and walked straight into the office with my head held high. Hello Forks High, look out because here comes Bella Swan.

Alice P.O.V

I sighed as I watched all of my family. It wasn't fair really, how all of them had found their mate while i was alone. At least they had someone to share the burden of being a vampire with, someone that could only ever love them. I was alone. Edward had Jasper, Rosalie had Emmet, and Carlisle had Esme. They were all together and in love, i hated them for it. I didn't hate them, no i could never hate them, they were my family i would do anything for them. I hated the fact that i was alone after almost 110 years. I felt my anger start to rise and Jasper and Edward both gasped and looked at me with sympathy, which only made my anger worse. I turned and fled the den dashing out into the forest. I needed to get away, go somewhere.

I sat down in the soft grass of my meadow. The Sky overlooked the river and from the high bluff i was on i could see everything. The moon shined brightly on the water and it gave everything around it a beautiful glow. A branch broke and i turned around to see my sister Rosalie walking towards me. "What?" i half snarled half dry sobbed. "What's the matter Alice?" she asked her face full of concern and love. "I'M SICK OF BEING ALONE! I DON'T WANT JUST ANYBODY EITHER! I WANT MY MATE!" "Alice you will meet her one day you just have to-" i cut her off. "Just go away! i want to be alone! just go away!" Rosalie gave my shoulder a gentle squeeze before leaving my alone once again.

The pain clawed at my chest, i pulled at my hair dry sobbing. I wish so bad now that i could cry, but vampires don't have the ability to cry. The empty hole in my chest throbbed painfully. I felt so empty and alone. Where was she, where was my mate?

Rosalie P.O.V.

"I don't know what to do guys, there is so much pain inside her now. She feels so alone, she knows we all love her and she loves us, but thats not the same kind of love." Carlisle sighed, "We just have to leave her be for now, she is going to hurt until she finds her mate. There is nothing we can do about it but just be there for her when she needs it." "You are right my love", Esme replied," there is nothing we can do for her right now but wait. " "I hope she'll be okay until then." I sighed before leaving the room with Emmet in tow.

Alice P.O.V.

The Sun had started to come up and it was time for me to go home so i could get ready for school. I got up and ran home, ignoring the concerned faces of my family members. I stepped into the shower and let the water warm my icy skin. It calmed me, made me feel almost human. I stepped out and dryed my inky black hair ,carefully spiking it and dressing in a pair of designer blue jeans, my brown uggs, and a purple top. I actually didn't care about my outfit this morning, i just wanted to get the day over with. I grabbed the thermos of blood Esme makes us bring to school and threw it in my bag and walked down the stairs at human speed.

Ignoring everyone's gasps at my outfit and appearance i got in the back seat of Rosalies BMW and started staring out the window. Rosalie and Emmett soon appeared and we were off to Forks High. We pulled in and i immediately stepped out. The humans were whispering about something. They were all looking at the red truck that was parked in the usually empty parking spot. Suddenly a girl stepped out obviously trying to ignore the stares of the people around her.

She was absolutley beautiful. Her tall slender figure, her thick, long, mahogeny hair, her wardrobe could use a little work, nothing that a shopping trip with Alice Cullen wouldn't fix. She looked at the ground before straightening her back and her lifting her head high and walking towards the office like she owned the place. The way she walked was sexy, she walked with confidence, whether it was real or fake i couldn't tell, but it was sexy either way. I didn't take my eyes off her until she disappeared behind the door of the office, and even then i didn't want to look away.

"Umm...Alice?" someone asked. "Huh what?" i turned around coming face to face with my family, Jasper seemed to be the one who talked. "Ummm why are you staring at that girl like a creeper and why am i getting lustful feelings from you." "I have no idea," i replied, turning to look back at the office door, " But damn she is beautiful!" The bell took that as an oppurtunity to ring and i was left on my way to my first period with the thought of that beautiful girl.

Bella P.O.V.

I walked into the school office and up to an older women with kind eyes. " Hi, my name is Isabella Swan i'm starting school today." i said sweetly flashing her a smile. "Well hello dear! It is so nice to finally meet Charlie's daughter! Here, take this slip and have it signed by all of your teachers, then bring it back to me by the end of the day. Oh, and have a great day!." I thanked her and left, she was a nice woman, very helpful. Well here i go, off to my first period class. "Triginometrey" i muttered in disgust, stopping in front of the door. "Let's get this over with," i mumbled before stepping into the already filled classroom.

I felt everyone's eyes on me as i walked over to the teacher Mr. Manson and handed him my slip. He decided it would be a great idea to introduce me to the entire class, so i stood up straight and reminded myself that i was badass Bella. "Class this is Isabella Swan and she is a new student here so i would like all of you to treat her kindly. Isabella," just bella i corrected him. "Okay bella you can take a seat next to Angela Weber, Angela raise your hand please." I looked over to see a tall girl with glasses and dark hair raising her hand. I smiled at her and concentrated on not tripping as i walked back to sit next to her. She was pretty, but i wasn't attracted to her. (yeah i'm a lesbian.)

We started talking and i liked her immediately. She was very level-headed and funny. She also helped me out on my trig work, which i thanked her for repeatedly. It turned out i had my next class with her so we walked to Spanish together. "So bella," she asked, "Would you like to sit with me and my friends at lunch today?" I smiled, "Thanks Angela that's very nice of you." "no problem Bella, you're pretty cool." she said grinning at me. "you are too."

The rest of the class passed in a blur and soon i was on my way to lunch with Angela. We waited in line and soon i found myself sitting at a table being fussed over by a bunch of kids like a new toy. Especially this one kid named Mike Newton, he reminded me of a puppy the way he looked at me. And he never stopped talking, it was really annoying. I could tell he was going to try and ask him out, it would be funny to watch his face when i told him i'm a lesbian.

Bored, i started scanning the cafeteria and my eyes fell upon them, more specifically her. They were all beautiful, but she, she was the epitome of beauty. Her skin was pale white, her hair was inky black and carefully spiked, her lips were a pretty red color, and her eyes were a deep butterscotch/gold color. They flashed up to meet mine and i looked away embarrassed. "Those are the Cullens," an annoying girl named Jessica said in her matter-of-fact nasaly tone. "They are all together, like they're dating, and they live together. That is so gross!" "Jess, they are adopted, they arent really related," Angela spoke up. "Who is who?" i asked curiously, looking back to view the Cullen table. Jessica spoke again in that annoying tone," the huge guy with the dark hair that looks like he takes steroids, that's Emmet he's dating the Ice Queen Rosalie Hale. She's the one with the blonde hair and the stank glare." I looked at them, Emmet did look pretty intimidating, but Rosalie's glare could kill an army. " The one that looks like he's in pain, the blonde, he's Jasper Hale, Rosalie's brother. He's with the gorgeous bronze-haired one Edward. He is so sexy, to bad he's a fucking faggot." Jasper did look like he was in pain, and Edward, he had this sex hair look to him that made me want to throw up. They all seemed to have the same gold eyes, maybe they wore contacts?

"And what about the other girl?" i asked captivated by her beauty once again. "That's Alice Cullen," Jessica said," She's really weird. She is the only one that's alone. They were all adopted by Dr. Cullen and his wife." "They must be very nice people to adopt all of those teenagers," i said. "He must be a sick perv to let them all date eachother" Jessica said dismissively, flipping her hair trying to strike up a conversation with Newton. "Jessica holds a grudge against the Cullens because Edward rejected her and started making out with Jasper," Angela said giggling. I couldn't help myself i busted out laughing, the look on her face was probably priceless.

I turned back to see Alice looking right back at me. I held her gaze and i found myself lost in her gold pools. I don't know how long we stayed like that, but the bell rang and i was forced to look away. Well off to biology, my favorite subject! (little did i know that it wasn't just the subject i loved.) I walked in and Mr. Banner showed me to my new seat. I sat at the lab table and stared out the window, thinking of Alice Cullen. I heard someone set books down next to me, i turned to greet the person sitting next to me, and i came face to face with Alice Cullen. "HI!" she half squealed literally bouncing in her seat, " I'm Alice Cullen! You must be Bella Swan!" she stuck her hand out and i immediately took it.

A shock of electricity went through me as i took hold of her icy hand. It was freezing, but i liked it. I felt little shivers go through me at the contact. Something flashed in her eyes, and for some reason i think she felt it to. All too soon she let go and i found myself craving her touch. Mr. Banner wheeled in a t.v. and started a movie, i had already learned this stuff so i started staring out the window once again, resisting the urge to reach out and grab Alice's hand. ( woah i sound like some kind of rapist or something.)

I felt something brush my arm, i looked down and saw a piece of paper folded in half. I picked it up and opened it.

how are you liking Forks Bella? -A

It's okay, i'm not really a fan of the rain or cold, but it is really beautiful here -B

if you don't like the rain or cold why did you move to Forks?-A

My mom got remarried, phil is great don't get me wrong, it's just that he's a minor league baseball player so he moves around a lot and my mom misses him when he's gone, so i offered to live with Charlie in forks instead of Phoenix so she could travel with him. -B

that's very selfless of you Bella, do you always do things for other people?- A

i try to help people, i mean i'm glad my mom's happy, so this way i make her and phil happy, and i make Charlie happy by living with him. It's cool that iget to help both of them -B

Well you are very kind. So what does Bella like to do, for herself not others? -A

umm, im pretty boring, like i'm sure you don't want to here about me-B

quite the contrary i 'd love to hear about Bella(: -A

okay...umm music is my life. I play a couple of instruments, i even have my own soundboard and stuff, i write my own songs and beats. I also enjoy drawing,and anything that doesn't involve shopping or physical activity.:p-B

that is so cool that you write music. i'd love to hear some of your tracks, and what instruments do you play? we should hang out sometime so i can hear you play! My brother Edward is a huge pianist. I love dancing and drawing, and SHOPPING! ITS MY FAAAAAVVVORITE HOBBY! now i must take you on a shopping trip:) -A

OH HELL NO! i hate shopping it shouldn't be considered a hobby its a death trap that requires to much walking/carrying and fashion is not my thing. -B

too bad! i have a feeling were going to be great friends so i should take you shopping(:-A

No, you have a feeling that it would be fun to watch me suffer while you take me shopping:p -B

haha don't be so dramatic text me sometime so we can hang out! 9107634628-A

yes ma'am! 9103749374-B

Suddenly the bell rang and i was off to my last class of the day...gym. Luckily Coach Clapp said i didn't have to participate today, but i would tomorrow. So i just sat back and watched all the other kids get all gross and sweaty chasing a ball around. I had a feeling i was going to hate this class. When the bell finally rang signaling the end of school, i bolted for the door getting to the office in record time to drop off my slip. I then turned on heal and headed for my truck. Just as i was about to open the door, a very annoying Mike Newton pranced up to me.

"Hey Bella how was your day?" mike asked with his annoying puppy dog look. "Fine." i replied curtly hoping he would take the hint. "that's great! So hey i was wondering if you would like to go out with me sometime, you know go see a movie or something?" he asked with a hopeful look on his face. "Sorry Mike but i'm pretty busy this weekend and the weekend after next i'm not going to have time to go out." i replied trying to let him down easy, but no this kid had to keep it up. "That's okay! I'll wait we can go out two weeks from now! It will be so much fun!" "Mike, no i'm not going out with you." i said my voice getting louder. "Aww c'mon Bella it will be Fun!" This kid couldn't take a fucking hint! i was pissed now. "No Mike!" i half screamed. "But wh-" i cut him off screaming,"MIKE I'M NOT GOING OUT WITH YOU NOW SHUT THE HELL UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE SO I CAN GO HOME! AND STOP LOOKING SO PATHETIC WITH THAT CLINGY PUPPY DOG LOOK YOU'VE BEEN GIVING ME ALL DAY, FRANKLY IT'S PRETTY ANNOYING. OH AND LEARN WHAT THE WORD NO MEANS!"

i went off. He turned on heal and walked away, i looked over and noticed everybodys eyes were on me, then i heard laughter. I looked over to see the Cullen's laughing so hard it looked like their faces were going to crack. "DID YOU SEE HIS FACE? P-PR-PRICELESS!" Emmett screamed through fits of laughter. That just pissed me off even more. I looked back to see everybody was still looking and pointing at me, whispering to eachother. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU ALL LOOKING AT?" i screamed and everybody dropped their eyes and became silent, even Emmett. I jumped into my truck and started it up before speeding out of the parking lot, grinding my teeth in anger.

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A/N: This is my first story and to start off with it won't have much drama, i do plan on however adding a couple of twists/accidents. just so we are clear thoughts are in italics., and notes are in italics. If there is a note and the person whose p.o.v. is having thoughts while reading the note i will type them in bold or bolded italics. Alice's vision will be in bold or bolded italics. dont hate on me this is my first story. I am also going to be putting up a better story soon. i am working on the first chapter now and i don't know what i want to name it but keep reading authors notes and i will let you know. oh! and i love reviews/comments anything so don't be afraid to inbox me! i love you all! next chapter will be up soon!