when i

was young

i learned

to crawl

to walk

to live

to fight

to fall

.

when i

was small

i tried

to call

the pretty

birds

that loved

to drawl.

.

when i

was naïve

i took

a leap

off the ledge

that carried

me

.

when i

got old

i tried

to be bold

but cynicism

took hold

said what

i could be

if i was

a little cold

.

when i

once lived

i was

quite weak

couldn't break

the bonds

restraining me

.

i drown

in pressure

in pain

in pleasure

i die

in life

and all

it's treasures

.

looking back

if i could

change one thing

i'd learn

to love

and

what it meant

to be free

tbh I'm not quite sure why I wrote this. I just got thinking about if Zoë Nightshade had regrets, and if she ever got to terms with them. I think she would have.

plus, rhyming