The first time she felt something else than emptiness was the moment she looked into her blue eyes. When she heard her laughing for the first time it filled her with a joy she hadn't known before. Their first kiss was the most sensuous thing she'd ever experienced. And when they made love for the first time, life and happiness began to grow in her soul. She felt like coming home, truly arriving at her home and never wanting to leave.

And then she was gone and everything inside Olivia died again until nothing was left except the familiar emptiness.