This is a oneshot in Claire's POV. It takes place after Bratfest At Tiffany's. There's a part from BAT in this story so that part is not mine it's Lisi Harrison's. please read and review. Reviews make me happy:)
Disclaimer: I do not own the clique or Aly and Aj's song Insomniatic.
Insomniatic: the sate of mind where one becomes addicted to the deprivation of sleep caused by an epic revelation of joy.
Insomnia.
Because of Him she was insomniatic. She couldn't sleep. All she was thinking about was the text message: Dumped O. Wrst mom. U R the only 1 4 me. Let's talk. XOX C
Did she want him back? She didn't know. She didn't want to get her hurt again.
It's been a week since Cam had sent her the text message. She thought and thought if she should take him back or even talk to him. She had insomnia because of this…because of him.
Every night since she got that text message she would toss and turn. She couldn't keep her eyes closed for 5 minutes.
Insomnia.
Whenever she did close her eyes she saw him. He was on her mind constantly every night.
Insomnia.
He was what kept her awake at night. His face in her mind, his voice, his eyes: one blue, one green, his Drakkar Noir. It was all keeping her wide awake.
Insomnia.
Claire's mind went back to what happened last week when she found baby Kate in the locker…
Flashback
The smell was back. Claire wondered if his Drakkar Noir clung to the doll like it had her.
"I'll take her."His voice was caring and kind. Claire turned around and there he was, eyes filled with warmth, a gentle smile, jacket unzipped, and his heart on his sleeve.
"Here you go."Claire handed him the baby.
"I heard her crying, so I checked in on her."
He smiled. Not in a polite, thank-you-very-much-for-helping way. More like he use to. Like he couldn't help it.
"I heard what you said to Kate."Claire could feel her cheeks burn.
"It was nice, she needs someone like you in her life."Claire felt the tears coming.
"So do I."Cam continued.
But Claire was determined to set a good example for her step-daughter, forced her legs to turn and walked away.
End flash back
Insomnia.
She couldn't stop thinking about him. It was now 3:29am and in the last 28 hours Claire had gotten 2 hours of sleep, not straight hours. In total she had gotten 9 hours of sleep in the last week.
Insomnia.
She needed to stop this, put an end to it, get some sleep. She needed to stop thing about Cam. She needed to get over the insomnia. She tried so hard to sleep and stop thinking about Cam, but she just couldn't.
Insomnia.(A/N: IDK why I keep saying Insomnia lol:)
Claire just sat there on her bed still thinking about Cam, still not sleeping. It was 4:08am. Claire saw her notebook, she got it and started to write:
Uh oh oh I am erratic
Can't break the habit
My current status
with you I'm insomniatic
My train is off that track it seems
Delirious from my loss of
Sleep deprived I great the day
Won't be easy to do
Are you this restless too?
Insomnia.
Her status with Cam right now, with him she was insomniatic, sleep deprived. Claire wondered if he was this restless too.
Claire read what she had just wrote over again. It was then she knew what she had to do.