by Olivia Hammond
I lie down, silent
Missing you
Bad days pass
Can't see through my tears
I'm lost
Suddenly aware of all that is going on
I'm trying to find my way
You
You left me
Abandoned me
For fear that you might hurt me
I need you
You are mine
Why did you leave
The angry thoughts
Like a swarm of bees
In my head
Can't breathe
The darkness
Surrounds me
The light
Breaks through
Eats away at the darkness
Devoured
Takes me
To a happy place
I saw you
Angelic
Crazy love
Suffocates me
You run
I follow
We meet
And hug
I ask "Why"
You say "It was time"
I don't know
How to speak
For a moment
Can't breathe
But then I see him
He's angelic
And white
Like snow
Freshly fallen
On the ground
My knees tremble
The power of the King radiates around me
I look up and he put out his hands
Helping
Loving
The scars
Beautiful
He suffered
Reminds me of things
For me
Broken.