Prologue:
Well...this is my starting off to a new story...now this story is involved with Danyes evil dan except i'm taking it deeper then that...what has he been doing for the ten years we THINK he used to cause ruin and chaos...i'm going almost behind the scenes and telling you what really happened THIS time...This time...he yearns for light, he years for warmth...he yearns
for love...
Prologue:
1-17-2009
It has been 8 months and 5 years since this new transformation, this body, to which has filled me with nothing;
nothing but hate, rage………..and nothing.
9months and 5 years since the destruction of Vlad's mansion I suspect he has already
passed on considering the explosion took out everything within ¾ of a mile range and burned everything in fire…………raging fire.
Since then I have beguiled myself in solitude to which (hopefully) no living being can find me in.
I have been resting, thinking to myself these thoughts……since Danny was murdered ... the meaning of my existence is…….
.am I just a phantom with no heart.. or an abomination who's only means of existence……….is of my own punishment, this torture among the shadows………
…I am alone.
I should be the essence of RAGE, HATE, MUTILATION……..instead of hiding in scum and wallow..but ……
something holds me back. Almost 6 years ago I promised those I love I would never turn out this way……
…if only I knew just how HARD it would be to keep that promise, when you loose everything……
when you had nothing to barely keep yourself from succumbing to the darkness..
Something holds me back………….but what?……………….i have no desire to kill……………no desire for ….anything
How have I turned so different? I look upon this ashen skin that should be pale blue…
…..this skin that looks like the longing I have for warmth and pulsing of blood through my veins, black ashes.
Yet my eyes are still the bloodred that I remembered lusted for flesh and death of everyone
………….but THOSE eyes……………are long gone…………these eyes are just red…..with confusion….and sorrow
TELL ME WHY I AM LIKE THIS!! Why do I still have feeling! Why do I still care! Why ………
..why do I still feel hope……….now I think about Danny…………I wish I could have joined him….how lucky he was …
..now….he is free…..with mom, dad…….sam…….
What is this………. A tear………just this meaningless liquid escaping my eyes……why does it affect me so
The most insignificant piece of nothing but yet……….it is more life than what I'll ever be……….a tear
A year to this day……..when everything disappeared , vanished from my life and left me with this empty void……
.i wasn't strong enough…….to save them……Clockwork…..why hasn't he helped………he is supposed to be watching me…
…..helping me……WHY DID HE LET THEM DIE!!
Why……………why………I look out to the city……..from the window to where the warm sun breaks through……
Filled with light…..beautiful light………….what is this feeling ……this ethereal dream ….i feel myself being pulled away from reality……
.like a dove caressing me in it's beautiful wings and taking me away….. ending this nightmare….suddenly I am pulled from reality into this trance,…
..i feel weightless….i hear the dawning of a ……..new………a new………..day……….why do I feel so good right now……
….i look over at the church and I hear the choir of angels blessing angels with love and beauty……..and hope……
………….maybe……..this is my blessing………a second chance ….