How do i say goodbye?

by MNLMFangirl

Near has given birth to two kids, one boy and one girl but Near might have to say goodbye to his lover Matt. Near's P.O.V. I said there was going to be another chapter but then I realized it already had that chapter up. sorry about that guys.

1. Chapter 1

HOW DO I SAY GOODBYE?

Nears P.O.V

I wake to me and Matt's new baby girl biting my foot. It has been only about a few hours since I gave birth to her and her brother. Matt laughs at our little girl. "Don't do that." Matt stops her from biting my foot and I laugh sitting up. I feel weird… Matt sets our baby girl beside me on the bed. Matt seems to have something on his mind. "Morning love. Sleep well?" I nod. "Yes, did you?" Matt shakes his head. "I had a nightmare." I stand feeling a little weak but I ignored it and I wrap my arms around Matt. "Are you alright?"

Matt sighs and hugs me back tight. "What did Spectra do to you?" The memories of Spectra rushed into my head and I shiver at them making Matt hold me a little tighter. "He….He hurt me." I think my voice might be weak. "How did he hurt you?" I hug Matt tighter. "He cut me till I almost died and he raped me." Matt was shocked because he thought he was the only one that had sex with me. "He….Raped you…..!" I nod a little. "I'm sorry…." What are you thinking about Matt? "It's the past. It's over now." Matt tries to smile for me. "I know love." My body feels weaker and getting weaker.

I fall slightly limp in Matt's grip. Matt becomes extremely worried. "Near! What's wrong!" I felt so weak… "I don't know" Matt Screams for Mello and Mello enters the room. My breath becomes softer. "Mels, do something!" Mello does a quick examination of me then sighs. "I don't know what to do!" Matt keeps his arms around me. "Do something." Mello turns to the door. "L!" L quickly enters the room.

"What is it?" L spoke and Light followed him into the room. "What do we do?" L glances at Light. "About? ..." Mello glances at me and I become more limp in Matt's arms. "Something's wrong with Near!" Ok, is it just me or is Mello acting more worried than Matt? I rest my head on Matt's chest falling weaker. This time it was Light that spoke. "It might be because of the fact that he gave birth and he's small probably wasn't ready for it." Matt help me I don't want this to happen, Matt just holds me worriedly and Mello starts to pace.

I fight to stay awake now and I go more limp, my breathing growing softer. "Help him!" Mello turns to Light and L, no longer pacing. Light seemed the only one who cared the least what happened to me. "Depends on how weak he is." How weak do I look…? Do something! "Weak!" Light sighs at Matt's response. I fall unconscious and didn't hear the rest.

When I hear their voices again I try to speak and my voice is weak. "Matt…?" Matt glances at my face I think… "Yes love?" I open my eyes only enough to see Matt. "How … do I … say goodbye?

END