I do not own, I just play.
I LOVE YOU
My dear Natalie, my friend, my lover, my wife, I wish with all my heart that you were here with me. I want you to smile like you used to, I remember every smile you ever smiled. I remember the way you looked at me, eyes so full of love, all for me and later for our child.
I remember the times you were angry with me, I remember the nights I spend on the sofa wishing I hadn't angered you, I remember waking up to your gentle kisses and 'I love yous.' I remember you snuggling closer to me in the darkness you were always so afraid of and I was your knight in shining armour. We had two wonderful years together, happy years, filled with love. I wanted to grow old with you, but that drunk driver took my dreams away from me just like he took away your life's grace.
Now I watch them lowering you to your final resting place, to a dark hole alone and I cannot protect you. Tears are falling from my eyes, I cannot stop them and I don't want to, they are my tribute to you. I hold our baby closer to me and whisper "I love you."