Father

by 2 Deadly Sins

well i made another poem i was thinking to much and i analyse everything alot so i needed to get some stress of not sure if its that good so you tell me i open to critising as long as its not wrarths she takes it to far read if you want i'm not gonna beg

Father

Wondering what I did wrong

why is it that I'm the one that's to blame

maybe if I was different

maybe like them

you'd stick around instead of leaving

me there sitting ashamed

its always my fault I've grown to

know that I'm the only one that brings you

to say how you are disappointed and ashamed

you never said that you love me a simple hug

will do it makes me wonder what I did to

deserve this was I that bad a daughter

that all you could think of was

a plan to get rid of me

throw me away like some common whore

always thought this is how it would end

never thought you'd say goodbye

but then again goodbye is for the dead and

some you never want to see

but in your eyes I am dead

aren't I meaning less

worthless not worth the time

I'm just a corpse that you wish to

be rid of but why can't I hate despise

you instead I'm left empty with nothing

left there standing maybe that's how

it was meant to be

maybe it was a lost cause I was a lost cause

or maybe that's how you wanted it to be

I know I can't be the daughter you'll love

but know I dislike you enough

to stay away hopefully it will grow to hate

so that you and abusiveness won't be on my mind

but its never so easy to hate your father!