Chapter 1 Begginings

Is the girl who looks like me, she is really here.

- What do you have that I don't?- I can't help myself and ask. I study her face and features. She is not that pretty Susie is prettier. The girl is speaking but I can't understand what she is saying, she is not submissive?

- I am inadequate- The girl keeps saying

Inadequate. Yes that's how I feel

- Are you alone?- The girl who looks like me asks.

We all are alone - All alone- Even if there are people around us we all are alone. My voice sounds like a whisper-

The girl keeps talking about some guy, I can't help but notice how similar we look, the girl is moving, my arm jumped in response to the movement and I am pointing the gun at her face. I could make her ugly and master would not want her anymore or Maybe I should end this madness now and take away all the pain. Why this girl keeps talking. my head is spinning and suddenly the main door has opened. It is Him. My master came.

- Kneel - Master says and I obey. See girl, this is how you do it.

-Anastasia Leave- Master is angry. This girl does not seem to get it she stays there just watching us, Taylor appears and remove the girl from the door. Bye bye girl. I can't do anything but smile finally I am with my master.

Leila Williams wasn't always this fucked up, she in a sense was in this girl position, but let us start from the beginning.

The Williams family was the all traditional family Father, Mother, children and even a dog and a pretty baby cat, Mrs. Williams was what the bible named a good wife, supporting her husband, cooking cleaning and living for make family happy and exactly that is what she teaches her daughters to do when they get married. Leila the rebel wanted to go to college and convinced her parents to let her study economics she choose proposedly WSU "the far from Connecticut the better" Leila thought but once in Washington given that Leila had never been really free and the new freedom of living alone took Leila out of control, she lose her scholarship and went kicked out from College, her parents went ballistic and demanded that she returned in that exact moment to Connecticut Leila refused she will not lose the only thing she still had, her free will. Sadly Leila was having a hard time using properly that free will, she moved to Seattle to have a new start, she found a job in a nice boutique in the center of the city, and there she meet Susie and soon she became Susie's roommate.

Susie was controlled, driven and organized, Leila was the exact opposite, a happy mess as she called herself but it was hard not having any order.

-How do you do it, Susie? You are so organized, I wish I was at least the half of miss organization you are- Leila said

- You could do it too if you really tried, you could start by folding your clothes and put them away- Susana spoke - Is a lifestyle Leila I'll show if you want-

That nights Susie bring Leila at a BDSM club for the first time and Leila was so drawn about what she saw and asked Susie how to be part of that, it was...so secret, so forbidden, so hot, so exciting!

When Susie told her all about the lifestyle, the only part Leila heard was "Hot, sweat, and mind blowing sex" and she began her training at the club the next week and after three months Leila knew the basics of the lifestyle and she was thrilled to go in search for her first long term dom.

When Susanah and Leila enter at the club a lot of eyes notice them, they were both young, attractive and the most important they were wearing pink bracelets wich indicated they were submissives in search for a dominant, Susie's was hot pink because she was a seasoned submissive and Leila's baby pink wich means she was a novice.

Mistress Lincoln saw the beautiful brunette sitting at the bar, She was perfect for Christian, thin, flawless pale skin, long brown hair, beautiful eyes "he'll be so pleased" Elena thought, so she immediately calls him.

-Hello darling, are you coming anytime soon?- Said Elena-

-I'll see you there in a couple minutes - He knew he was late, but didn't care. And hung up, no apologize, no goodbye

Mistress Lincoln approach Susana while she was laughing at some silly comment Leila had said, Susanah knew exactly who the mistress was, she was a very expert dominatrix with too many connections possibly she could match them with a good dom, "We are so lucky!" Susie thought.

-I see you are looking for a dom- Said Mistress Lincoln to Susanah, not waiting for an answer she continues speaking- I may have someone for you. Do you have a list of your soft and hard limits?- Mistress asked

-Yes, mistress!- Susanah answered and give a card with her contact details and lĂ­mits listed.

-Short list- Mistress Lincoln said, give her polite smile and return to her table in the VIP area

Leila was a little blue The Mistress don't even look at her. She excused herself and go to the restrooms, on her way there she crosses with the most gorgeous man she ever saw, He was tall, unruly copper hair, intense gray eyes, he gave her nothing more than a scowl "Is he a dom?" Leila thought and smiled, and continued her way to the restrooms.