Summary: High school AU, NaruSasu, SasuNaru. They were best friends for as long as they know, but Sasuke's feelings have changed over the years. Secrets can't kept forever, but he can stop struggling with his feelings, since his crush seems to be mutual! (Wow, unexpected) Unfortunately, not everyone is happy with how things have turned out and the young lovers will have to face problems, from a strict non-supporting family to bullying at school. They probably will survive those problems they face, but without any scars? And won't this affect their relationship?
A/N: Woopie, after all those fanfictions I wrote, I decided to publish one! So here it starts.. And now I don't know what to say.. *nervous breakdown*
Hmm a disclaimer maybe?: I don't own Naruto, he's Sasuke's bitch Mwahaha (everyone knows the series belong to Kishimoto-sama, shoulnt waste time on pointing that out)
Some warnings?: Well, this is a story (DUNG, so smart ) ... about two boys with passionate feelings for each other. U know: boys love, BL, yaoi. Whatever you want to call it. If you are somewhat homophobic or have gay-allergies or something, then just leave. There's no point in living for u (harsh!)
For now its rated it T, but that might go up!(?)
And some other kind of warnings?: My first fic, so won't be the best. I don't have a great vocabulary since English is not my native language (and ima sucker for learning words and scheise). And btw: I'm dyslectic, so there WILL be grammar/spelling mistakes, since I had to beta my own work *forever alone* Of course, I CANT use this as an EXCUSE for crappy writing (spelling/grammar control ftw.)
Anyways, on with the story (still managed to write a pretty long A/N )... PLEASE ENJOY~!
"Convo"
'Thoughts'
The school bell rang. The normal time to start the first lesson of the day, but like every Tuesday morning, the English teacher was late. Sasuke wondered why he even bothered coming on time. (He could have spent like half an hour more on perfecting his hair, because now his spikes looked kinda messy…) Well, whatever, being at school was most times probably still better than being at home.
He looked around a little, without moving his head too much, what was not that hard, since his table was in the back of the classroom. He saw Shikamaru was sleeping next to Chouji, who was eating potato chips, the usual thing. Sai was reading some book about psychological stuff, Lee was annoying Neji and Shino was being a natural creep again. In the front was a herd of girls, chatting and giggling about kami knows what. So annoying. Especially the pink haired one, followed by the one with the long blond ponytail. Close behind the two of them on his list of most annoying girls ever was.. the rest of the female population here on earth. What was the point of making a list of this anyway? He detested every single one of them. Naruto sometimes called it 'female-phobia', but that was ridiculous! He was an Uchiha and Uchiha's didn't know any fear! And even if he was a little scared by them (what absolutely wouldn't make any sense), he had all the right to be. Being chased by a horde of fangirls and having to hide in the janitor's closet is pretty frightening (and it wasn't even the worst thing they were able of doing!).
But before Sasuke had time to sulk more about how hard life was when you're so sexy, the door of the classroom flew open and a panting blond rushed inside. He stopped in the middle of the class and looked almost confused around him. As soon as he saw that their teacher was later than he was, he allowed himself to take a deep breath and walked over to his table next to the window, just before Sasuke in the row. "Ohayo gozaimasu, Teme-chan~!" He screeched like a fangirl and waved with his hand happily and ignored the irritated glares of his classmates. He sat down with his chest against the back of the chair so he could face his best friend and he smiled with the bright smile only he could put off. There was also a glimpse of one on the Uchiha's face in response. Sasuke loved that smile of his friend so much. Just as much as he loved the boy himself. Not that he would say that out loud. Some things were just meant to be secrets forever. "You shouldn't yell like that, Dobe," was the only thing he muttered. After that he focused on the front of the classroom, where a white-haired man climbed through the window into their classroom. He never used the door when he was late (what happened quite often). He preferred risking his life by climbing to the second floor of the school building, than to get busted by headmaster Tsunade. "Ah.. Good morning class," he smiled when he finally stood behind his desk. "Sorry I'm late! I.. eh.. was lost on the path of life." All his students sweatdropped. This wasn't the first time they heard this lame excuse. Sasuke just sighed. It was like last week all over again: sooo boring!
Even lunch break felt like a déjà-vu of yesterday and the day before that and last week etc. etc. Naruto would drag Sasuke with him to his table of friends (and other misfits). Sasuke just followed him, he didn't really care as long as he could be with his blond friend.
It wasn't always like that. He could remember that when they were younger, they used to fight a lot. What led to hours of detention, talks with their principal and a very mad father after hearing about it from school. Who's idea was it anyway, to inform parents of everything their child does in school. They aren't the fucking FBI* or something!
Well, part of those fights were his fault. He knew it was wrong for him to act like an asshole to the only real friend he had. But he just didn't want Naruto to get any closer than he already was. He was afraid of his own feelings towards that boy. Naruto interpreted his change of attitude in a whole different way. He thought Sasuke was rivalling with him over his undying love named Sakura. And since this girl was head over heels in love with Sasuke (and which girl wasn't?!). For the blond it seemed like a lost battle and that made him jealous and mad of the raven.
In the end Sasuke found peace within his feelings and managed to live without showing his secret feelings and he was able to convince his friend that he absolutely wasn't interested in the pink headed girl. After that they became best friends once more and now they sat at lunch time together with all of Naruto's friends. Sasuke wouldn't really call them his friends though. Most of them probably didn't even like them. It was only because of the blond loudmouth that they would tolerate him at their table. The raven haired boy didn't really mind it. He never considered himself to be a very social type and he didn't need friends anyway (except from Naruto of course).
"Can you please stop that dattebayo!" Naruto yelled. "And why would I?" his second best friend Kiba replied. "Because it ruins my appetite!" was the answer. "Yeah right, you're just jealous that I have a girlfriend and you will never get one and be forever alone for the rest of your miserable life!" With that said, he pulled a blushing Hinata in a tight hug and continued with a smirk: "It's all because I'm sexier than you!"
"Take that back, doghead! Everybody knows I'm the most sexy male in the entire school. Well maybe except for Sasuke… But I'm definitely the second sexiest!" Sasuke's head popped up at hearing his name, as if he wasn't carefully following their whole conversation from the beginning. Did Naruto just call him sexy? If he wasn't an Uchiha, he would be blushing madly by now. Luckily he had his emotions and expressions under control. "Usuratonkachi," was all he said and continued eating his bento in silence. "Ne ne, Sasuke, tell Kiba that I'm waaaay sexier than he is." "You both aren't, now shut up," he groaned. They gaped at him for a second, feeling highly offended and continued with their conversation as if never interrupted. "Then tell me why you don't have a girlfriend and I have now for more than half a year," the dog-lover smirked. "T-that's because.. because.. You know, you are the worst friend ever! Just because my one true love is unanswered, doesn't mean I can't get any person to ever love meee!" Naruto replied overdramatically. 'Tell me about it…' Sasuke thought sadly. He looked up and saw around ten pairs of wide eyes staring at him. 'Shit, did I just said that out loud?!' he cursed to himself as he felt his cheeks getting warmer. 'No way!' He fought down his blush. "What?! Uchiha has love problems?! I didn't know he was capable of having those emotions!" Kiba chuckled. "Oh my youth, poor boy! I totally know how it feels! We should share our feelings about the everlasting beauty of our love!" Lee exclaimed on the other side of the raven. "Shut up teme, you can get like everyone you want. How can somebo-" But the blond got cut off by squeels from the other side of the table. "SASUKE-KUN HAS A CRUSH ON SOMEONE!" two girls were yelling while jumping up from their seats and running towards their favourite brunette. "N-no, I don't.. oh shit," Sasuke tried to get out of this awkward situation, but it only seemed to get worse when a bunch of girls came towards their table after hearing Sakura and Ino scream.
"Kyaa, Sasuke! Who is it?"
"Is it me?! Tell them it's me!"
"I would so gladly be your lover!"
"Do you have wet dreams about me?"
"I can cook for you and clean your house?!"
The raven began to get claustrophobic with all those girls around him. "No, no and NO! I don't have a crush on any of you!" he yelled back. There was a silence of 7 seconds and in that time he realized that he was standing now. After those seconds the crowd burst loose again.
"Then who DO you love?"
"Whose that secret lover of yours?"
"Tell me her name and I'll kill her!"
"Is she from our school?"
Sasuke sighed. He looked around him and saw all his friends staring at him too. Although, he could only focus on Naruto. The blond had an odd expression on his face that he couldn't place at that moment. This definitely was the worst day of his life, until now, probably. (Or maybe that was 23 July, the day he was born…)
He pushed himself through the crowd and walked away as fast as he could without actually running. He had to keep at least a little of his dignity.
In the bathroom he flashed some cool refreshing water in his face. He looked at his reflection in the mirror. Oh how he hated that face.
The door flung open and blond male ran up to him and grabbed him around the neck. "Heey Teme, don't run off without me! I had to miss you for like.. 5 minutes!" The boy cried out. "Hn," was the only response he got, but there was a little smile on the brunettes face. There was silence for a moment, but of course Naruto had to break that. "Soo… who's that crush of you anyway?" he asked nonchalantly, an enormous grin plastered on his face. Sasuke sighed again. "None of your business," He answered with a cold glare at his friend. The blond immediately backed off. That glare meant danger and he knew it would be healthier not to ask any further. So he changed the topic. "Oh by the way, Sakura has some sort of birthday party this Sunday. She invited you too!" With that said, he handed him a pink envelope with the name Sasuke on it and some hearts around it. The raven's face went sore when he saw that. Naruto only chuckled and shoved the object in his friend's hand. "You have to come too. It's not that big, only with our friends and we are going to picnic in her garden. You would definitely like it too!" The blond knew his friend didn't like parties. Especially those big once, with a lot of people and loud music. But he might be able to drag him to something like this. Sasuke looked from the envelope to his friend for a while, the hesitation visible in his eyes. Naruto knew he only needed one little push and he was done for. "Pwease come too, Sasu-chan," he asked in a begging tone, using his puppy eyes and blinking cutely with them. "Hn. Fine. But stop doing that, it looks stupid!" "But it works," Naruto grinned. He was celebrating his victory in his head. "Oh and by the way: since she probably has like.. EVERYTHING already, we don't need to buy any presents, but we have to bring some food with us for the picnic. Everything is explained in the letter." Sasuke nodded and pushed the invitation somewhere in his bag. They both walked out of the bathroom, break was almost done anyway. Another hour of boredom to look forward to.
*I don't know about the Japanese version of the FBI, looked it up, but couldn't find anything similar to it. Does somebody know?
A/N: Yeah yeah, Sasu und Naru coming out of a bathroom together.. Sure they havent done anything? And daaaamn Fangirls, sheesh, u soo annoying! But thats kind of the purpose of their existence, isnt it? to be annyoing and hook guys (or other (human)beings together)? - my point of few! No hatin pls! And fanboys might be annyoing too, but on a diffrent level, I think maybe...?
Soo anyways.. as I said before, this is the first chapter of my FIRST story, that is published. Oh yes, i've attempted writing more, but I failed. Esspecially the 'keep writing' part. But this time I'm going for it and will finish it one day. Jeej...? *sarcastic applause* But yeah, kinda nervous what you guys think, so pwetty pwease review *cutest puppy eyes ever made* (*cough* still not cute *cough*)