Don't look at me...I was feeling depressed and low...I'm going to regret writing this but I had to let it somehow...and writing suits me...figures.
I've dreamed about this, sixteen days away
Now you're here, and my head lays
Beside your body, pillowed under mine
You were poison spinning round my mind
Welcome to my world she said,
Do you feel alive she said
It's all a bad dream spinning
In your lonely head
Welcome to my world she said,
Separated world, she stayed separated
Down poison,
Down poison
Body withered, body died,
Time to take away this life
Bad enough to die from one,
Not to mention four or five
Welcome to my world, she said
Do you feel alive she said
It's all a bad dream spinning
In your lonely head
Welcome to my world she said,
Separated world, she stayed separated
Down poison, down poison,
Down poison, down
You weren't there for me; I was there for you
You wouldn't die for me; I've already died for you
You wouldn't die
Welcome to my world she said,
Do you feel alive she said
It's all a bad dream spinning
In your lonely head
Welcome to my world she said,
Separated world, she stayed separated
Down poison,
Down poison
Do you feel alive she said, do you feel alive?
'No I don't feel alive, I feel dead to the world...'
She cried...cried the tears she wish she didn't cry...
She cried the hot, wet tears she wish she didn't feel...
This will all pass... You'll feel better in the morning...She wished she knew why she cried,
She wished she knew why this feeling of self-pity, of worthlessness washed over her...
She wondered why she felt like a failure...
She wondered why none of her fics went the way she wanted...
She wondered if she truly was a great author...
She wondered if it was all a lie...
She wondered if any other writer felt like this...
She wondered if, when read, would they scoff her or agree with her?
It's all a bad dream spinning
In your lonely head...
Body withered, body died,
Time to take away this life
Bad enough to die from one,
Not to mention four or five...
It'll all be better in the morning...
This will all pass...