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! I tend to forget to write the next chapter so try anything on your part: threats, cursing, pleading anything to get me to start wring again.

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Summary: It has been six years after the big apocalyptic fight back in Sunnydale, Buffy still has not forgotten spike and she still speculates what could have been if he were still alive (no pun intended). Spike is still frantically in love with Buffy but after the demise of all his comrades and being the only to survive in the last war with Angel, he has made a promise to himself to try and keep away from Buffy and let her live life to the fullest without him. What happens when they meet again in their new jobs? Especially if he is her new boss?

She sat there looking intently at the wall thinking about all those around her who have died in the past six years. She deeply missed her mom, especially now that she felt so alone. But she tried to look happy everyday so her friends and her sister would not worry while she secretly was slipping into a horrible depression.

Her soul longed for another soul that had started to complete her a long time ago. She had felt whole when she was with him. But he had died when he had saved her life and tried to make her life better.

Lately she had been having dreams that she didn't understand about him. She wasn't sure what they meant but had thought it was her longing being created into fixations of her own mind.

She went to the kitchen and saw Dawn already sitting at the table eating a bowl of Fruit Loops. "Dawnie, why didn't you wait for me to come down and make you breakfast?" asked Buffy really not interested in the question but using it as an excuse to take her mind off things. "I was hungry and it's late, look", she said pointing at the clock at the wall, "its eleven o'clock."

"Oh, I'm sorry Dawnie; I am just dead beat that's all."

"It's okay; I manage to have breakfast by myself just right."

"Okay, she went into the living room and laid down. She soon slipped into a sleeping state. Buffy walked and walked following a strange man in a black leather jacket. She had the feeling she knew him. She kept calling out but he wouldn't even respond. The all of a sudden he turned around grabbed her and picked her up to eye level and smiled then he disappeared. Buffy wake up, wake up.

"Buffy are you okay, you were being twitchy while you were sleeping" said the red headed witch.

"He's coming", said Buffy.

"Who's coming Buff", said Xander.

"Spike, he's coming back."

(A/N I just got inspired into writing this one cause i always wondered what could have happened if Buffy ever find out Spike was still alive. Just so you know he is alive in this thingy cuz remeber in the last episode of Angel he died and the papers said that the one that survive becomes alive again.)