What I Wish It Would Be
by Veronica AKA XxMsBeyondTheGravexX
Disclaimer: I do not own Gungrave or any of its characters.

Author's Note: This short story was written mid-anime. I was overwhelmed with the longing between Brandon and Maria and decided to write about it to get it out of my mind. Enjoy!
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I have been waiting for you for years... Yet in this night, a part of me has become whole.
The moonlight shimmers upon the floor, almost dancing in victory for our consecration. How timid you were, when we were oh so young... I would place my hand upon yours, and i'd feel the frigid vastness of your loneliness. You'd pull your hand away with a sudden jerk-- your eyes would glisten in fright, and minute delight.
"Is this what I want? Is this what I need?" You'd ask yourself. I'd watch you in those moments, as you stood tense and deep in thought.
Years i've waited...years i've waited to be in your arms. You are my greatest love, and I could only watch you from afar.. Until tonight...

Tonight, when your silken skin lay tangled in the white sheets, draped over your backside---with a muscular arm draped to the floor, fingertips barely touching the carpet. Your sighs and breath are deep, and all of your daytime work is forgotten. You are the night, one with her--- So throw away your guns, and stop trying to protect me. Don't let me slip away... don't discard the chances in which we'd love to thrive. Do not let your touch grow cold, or your mind wander to the morbid business you must tend to, tomorrow.
Our meeting must be secretive, for he will grow jealous with rage... and you will upset the balance of "the family" --Why have you broken your oath to them to spare one night with me? Do you know what would happen if you were caught?

You slipped into my bed that night, and lay your guns on the table.
"No more violence, at least for tonight"
"Let us hush the sound of death and create that of life"
And so, all our inhibitions vanished, and we painted a beautiful picture with our romance that night.
Yet when I woke in the morning, the only thing left was a letter reading-
"I'm finally whole, now I can know what life is all about. How my life was supposed to be... With you"

I never saw him again... He was killed by him... How could he do this? He was not a traitor, nor was he suspicious-- and how brutally he was murdered-- he did not deserve it.
And so the door flung open, with a barrel pointed at me.
"Pull the trigger, Harry... Bring your Millennion troops in, and...and... let me be with him"
...And darkness fell...