This is the fourth story I write, but my first in English.

My mother tongue is German, so I apologize if there are any mistakes.

I tried to insert Line Breaks, but ... it didn't work. Maybe one of you can tell me how to do that? ^^

Enjoy. (;

Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural.

Chapter one: - The road so far

02.05.1983

The day Sam was born, I felt happy.

One look in his innocent brown eyes and I knew my new task:

Protect Sammy, no matter what.

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When Sam and I lost mum, I felt scared.

Dad told me to take my brother and run. I did, how I was told to.

I hugged Sam tight to my chest and ran, with only one thought on my mind:

Don't let anything happen to Sammy.

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When Sam did his first steps, I felt proud.

Dad wasn't around, so I was the one looking after my baby brother.

This short moment was important for me to realize one thing:

Never let Sammy alone.

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When Sam got sick for the first time, I felt worried.

I sat by his side all the time while I stroked his hair and swore to myself:

Always be there for Sammy when he needs someone.

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When Sam asked out loud why we couldn't live in a house like a normal family, I felt depressed.

He watched us with those big brown eyes of his while Dad was silent for a moment.

I just sat there, one arm around my brother's shoulders, with only one question escaping my lips:

"How make Sammy understand?"

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When Sam first attended school, I felt excited.

I kept him company whenever I was able to.

My eyes lay on him all day long with these important words in my head:

Don't let anyone mess with Sammy.

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When Sam and I celebrated Christmas with only the two of us, I felt disappointed, but also glad.

Disappointed because Dad wasn't there, but glad to have Sam there with me.

We sat there, enjoying each other's company, while I asked out loud:

"Will we always be together like this, Sammy?"

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When Sam got his heart broken by this girl in his school, I felt mad.

I was kind of pissed at the chick, but comforted my brother.

That's when I promised myself:

Never let anyone hurt Sammy like this.

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When Sam left me and Dad for college, I felt betrayed.

I refused to talk to Dad all day long and stayed in my motel room.

I hated this feeling of being left and only had one question to myself:

"What will I do without Sammy?"

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Maybe I'll upload more chapters.

Thanks for reading. Reviews would make me very happy. (: