Use somebody.
Pairings : Mainly Katie and Naomi, but some of everyone else!
Rating : T
Summary: Emily's left Naomi for Mandy, Naomi didn't sleep with Sophia and Katie's the one to comfort her. With several different love triangles things can only get more complicated, especially when a few tragic events happen to the ones they are closest too.
POV: Naomi
I don't think I can breath, my tears have clogged my vision and my hands are shaking. How could she have left me? I didn't do anything wrong. I loved her, it should mean something if someone loves you. Maybe that's why she ran away, maybe she was scared. Maybe she'll- The fucking door! I'm not going to answer it, probably Cook or Effy. I really can't be assed with company today, I just want to be alone…
"Open the door bitch!" Wait is that Katie? "It's Katie, now fucking hurry up it's freezing!" I didn't want her to keep shouting, and I was wondering why she was here, to gloat? I drag myself up, wiping tears away as I stagger down the stairs. "About time!" Katie says as I opened the door. When she sees me her face softens.
"What do you want then?" I ask, as Katie frowns a little, of fuck she looks like Em. "I erm, came to see if you were okay?" I look up from staring at the floor, "You came to see if I was okay? Shouldn't you be at home with Em-Emily." She looks a little guilty… "She left with Mandy for Goa…" When she said this I couldn't help the tears that fall, so I ran upstairs I'm not crying in front of Katie fucking Fitch!
I hear Katie call after me as I run upstairs, but I can't face her now, I'm to upset. I run into my bedroom and bury myself under my covers. She slowly walks into my room 'Naoms?'
This makes me even worse, all I can think of is Emily, fucking Emily.
'she's being a bitch Naomi' Katie says, trying to comfort me. Katie Fitch comforting Naomi Campbell? , things are fucked up.
Through my tears I hear her 'hey listen to me' I hold my breath so I can hear her over my sobbing. 'she never loved you, and Naomi, you never loved her' this makes me pissed, how does she know who I love? 'I did fucking love her, despite what you think' this seems to make Katie's face fall, fuck knows why.
'no Naomi, you didn't' Katie's voice is softer 'all this time It was me… it was me who loved you'
I didn't know what to say, so I edged away from her on the bed. 'what?' I say to her.
'the only person who saw Emily for who she really was, was Effy. You don't know what she was like, she tormented me. She only moved to your house because you were a good fuck and she wanted to get away from our parents'
I was just about to answer Katie when the phone rang.
POV: COOK
I wake up, holding a random girl, in a random house. Fuck I was out of it. I tried to forget her last night, but all I can think of is her. Obviously didn't work. "Fuck this." I mutter under my breath as I push the girl off me. I don't have anywhere to go, so I think I'll visit my two best mates!
I grab the clothes I wore from yesterday that are scattered around her room, and put them on. Grabbing my phone out of my pocket I search for Effy. I want to call but I can't bring myself to do it, I mean what if she's fucking some random. What if she's fucking Freds. I think I'll take a stroll and visit Naomikins and Emilio! See how everything's going in Lesbo land.
I exit the house, sick of my lifestyle. I just fucking need her, I want to be with her forever. I just need to tell her. I walked down the road, knowing my way back. As I took a short cut through the park, that's where I saw her, she was on the bench crying. Oh fuck, what now?
"Ef?" I ask, "Effy?" She looks up, scowls at me. "What's up babe?" I say walking towards the bench. She jumps up. "Fuck off Cook." She says bluntly. She runs out of the park, what the fuck id up with her? I was only trying to be nice! Eurgh fuck sake.
Okay, to Naomikins. She won't be pissed at me, she nice and in love and shit.
I carry on walking towards Naomi's, seeing her front door ajar I walk in. I can hear voices. I creep inside and listen, they're upstairs. I creep upstairs hoping to see some lesbian action!
POV: Katie
Fuck, Naomi doesn't love me, she loves fucking Emily. She looked like she was about to say something and then that fucking phone rang. I pick it up as Naomi's not moving. "Some one better be fucking dieing!" I pick it up hearing a familiar Irish accent.
"Hello Kieran." I say looking at Naomi. He asks for her. 'erm.. She's kinda unable to answer right now, is there something you want me to say?'
Fuck.
I start to cry, Naomi looks up at me, alarmed.
'Naomi y-your mother, she's d-dying, we need to get to t-the hospital now'
Naomi burst into tears, fuck I hate it when she cries, I just want her to be better. So I wrap my arms around her and tell her its going to be alright.
'Whoah? What's happening?' its Cook.
'Cook we need to get to the hospital, its Gina. She's dying'
Cook burst out into tears.
This is mine and Its~a~Skins~Thing's first Fanfic so please review and please be nice! Hopefully get some more up soon!xx
