You slam your door like you wish I wasn't there. You will have to turn around sometime Snivilly.
You turn your eyes towards me with hatred your hands clenched. I don't blame you though. I know that I regret hurting you in the school days. You sit with hatred across from me. Your eyes wanting revenge against me. You sneer at me as you put your feet up on your coffee table. When you spoke I could hear the hatred in your voice. I can't blame you for hating me all those years hating me. Hating me for what I did too you but deep inside I know you are blocking your pain that you felt in the past.
"What do you need to speak to me about Black?" you crooked, anger dripping off your face, fire in your eyes by the flames from the fireplace that you lit before my arrival. Your fingers resting on the fine chair across from me.
"I want you to forget what happened between us?" I spoke softly too you, "about the past."
You laugh a harsh laugh that made me wince alittle which you notice you know what it takes to make me fear you but I do fear you not for who you are but the path you chose, "I will never forget," you spoke with anger knowing that you can never forget I mean how could you forget on what we done to you. It is because of this you became this way a hatred man who students fear.
"You need to let go and be a man for ones in your life!" I spoke to you harshly but you need to hear this from me, "you are 38 Snivilly. Forget the past move on!"
"Don't call me that disgusting name!" you shouted but I can tell that deep inside you hate that name and I don't know why I keep calling you that probably from years of calling you that it gets to be a habit just like you call my godson Potter instead of Harry even when it's Lily. I know you don't hate the boy you just hate that he looks like James more instead of Lily but he does have her love, her smile and her eyes. Her bravery as well.
I stood up and strode towards you. You had your wand held in your hand since you don't trust me and believe I would do something but face it Snivilly we are both adults. We both have a lot of growing up to do still, "Stop making my godson miserable in class for your hatred at his father! And I know you loved-"
"How dare you say that name in front of me! It is forbidden for you to speak her name in my presence!"
I sigh as I look at you. I know that I hit a sensitive spot inside you and I am sorry but I can not stop there, "Snape you don't have to hide your feelings for..." I take a breath, "Lily. You loved her didn't you?"
You stand and face the fireplace, "Of course I did," you spat.
I stand up and put a hand on your shoulder knowing this is hard for you to speak, "You didn't know James like I did he was the nicest person I ever come to know."
You snort at that, "Too you he was a friendly guy but too me he was a bully. He humiliated me!"
"He hated slytherin and I know he bullied quite a few. I know Harry has a bully in this school Remus told me. And that is Malfoy. Too you he a nice boy but too Harry he is like James at bullying you."
"Why are you telling me this?" you ask, facing your body away from me.
"Leave the past behind and get to know Harry. Look after him for me."
"Have you forgotten I am a death eater!" you spat while looking at the fire.
"Your not a death eater never were you just for some reason decided to join which I have no idea why?"
"I had my reasons," you spoke back as you went over to your chair, "Reasons that I can't explain to an enemy," there you go looking at me with hatred again. Can't we just get along!
