Authors Note:
This is a Stackson story (- Slash^^) I hope you enjoy it and I´m sorry for any mistakes my first language is not English. If you like you can review or fav or follow I´d appreciate it ;D
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Jacksons POV
A look over I see it is four in the morning. I am fucking tired but thats not because I havn´t had enough sleep.
The reason is that my wolf wants his mate and I am hopelessly in love. I would never admit it out loud in front of my friends. You want to know why?
Because it is one of them.
Normally I treat him like shit.
I always have so why should it change all of them would ask what is wrong.
I can´t tell any of them. I can´t say how I feel.
Every single one of the people that are around think I am a shallow douche.
And I am tired of everything.
I don´t think my parents ever think about me.
How I am or what I am really doing?
Their whole world is how much money they can make. A little while ago I was happy about the bunch of money I would get to my 18th birthday but I have realised it is just money. Fading. Money can´t get you everything you want. Money can´t reverse everything you have done. Even if it was the biggest mistake you have ever made.
Isaac, Scott, Stiles, Allison, Danny, Derek, Cora.
I am almost sure that they are happy I have vanished out of their lives.
For sure I can be a pain in the ass but never felt like I could be me. So I did hide behind the shallow empty fucking douche jock image I built up over the last couple of years.
There are so many things I would like to apologize to the pack. Not my pack. I am sorry I have hurt you. I regret not helping Isaac as I saw he was abused by his father. I would like to take back every single word...
"Sir, do you want something to drink? Coffee maybe?" the stewardess wanted to know.
Shaking his head he returned to his thoughts.
Stop thinking about this Jackson you are on your way to London now. Try to forget. Forget them. Forget him. Leave everything behind and start again.
Sighing he relaxed a little bit but then the man beside him started to snore. He groaned. Why me? Why the fuck right now when I am a bit better?
No you are not better you are pretending but you aren´t. He could hear the sarcasm of Stiles voice in his thoughts.
No no no no stop thinking about him.
The beautiful little moles everywhere around his body. Brown eyes that you could melt into. A sweet little perfect ass helping everyone of them. It didn´t matter to Stiles that he likes or dislikes a person. If he knows how he can help he does.
Jackson had a bad consience leaving his human fragile mate in this mess. But it was better this way he didn´t want to be another piece of chaos in Stiles life.
Look forward to this city. New experiences and friends. But do I really want new friends? Stop thinking returning to Beacon Hills would be any good.
He has a apartment near Covent Garden. His college was like ten minutes away so he doesn´t need to take a public service vehicle.
"Dear passengers of this flight, we are going to land in ten minutes on the airport London Heathrow. I hope all of you did enjoy flying with us."
Stiles POV
"Daaad? Are you home?" I shout as I enter the house and walk into the kitchen.
Humming I begin to think about what happened today. Today Danny told us about Jacksons departure from Beacon Hills. And since he mentioned it after the third lesson I can´t stop thinking about him.
Why did he leave?
I think I know why. Who would want to live in this werewolf mess here? After the shit with the kanima.
Stop thinking any further Stiles.
I feel something for the stupid douche bag.
And what does he? He leaves the country.
I should be dancing he can´t hurt me anymore. I know there is no chance he would feel anything for me but you can´t stop hoping until you know for sure.
Now I don´t even have the possibility anymore to watch him when I knew he wouldn´t look.
Pulling out some PopTarts suddenly my dad is standing behind me.
"Huuh, dad what´s up?" I smile at him.
"I am leaving now for the late night shift, son. There is some pizza in the refrigerator. Do you need anything else?" my dad tells me.
"Ahh...thanks I will stick to the PopTarts. Do you know anything about Jackson Whittemore leaving Beacon Hills?" I want to know.
He frowns "No, but maybe I will get to know something tonight. You know the gossip at the station. Since when are you interested in that boy?"
Shrugging I sit down on the kitchen chair. He shakes his head and walks to the door.
"Good night, Stiles."
"Yeah, you too."
Then he is gone and I am alone in the house.
I know about werewolfes. There are kanimas, werewolf hunters and emissaries. Why should I be afraid of someone breaking into the house?
Over the last year I learned to use mountain ash, to fight and to defend myself.
Don´t worry I think and start relaxing.
Yawning I get a soda and fall onto the sofa in the living room. As I reach for the remote the bell rings.
Who could this be?
Usually all werewolfes I know use my bedroom window. Why bother to use the front door!?
Irritated I stumble to the door. Maybe Lydia? Or even Scott crying again over Allison?
Actually it is Danny and I am stunned. What does he do at my house? On friday? In the evening?
Forgotten that I should let him in I just stare at him until he begins coughing.
"Huh. Danny ?! What do you want?"
Ignoring my questions he asks "Can I please come in?"
Opening the door a little bit wider I make a gesture to the living room. "Feel free to sit on the sofa. Would you like to drink something?"
"Please." he answers with a unreadable expression on his face.
Wondering I take a bottle of soda and bring it to Danny. Nodding he accepts it and takes a sip.
"So what is the reason why you are here?" Watching the boy biting his lip I go back and forth in the living room, giving him time to come down and start with the story.
After some minutes of silence he begins "Stiles do you know why Jackson left?"
Speechless I look the boy right in the eyes.
"Tell me why would I know? Jackson normally treats me like shit. Why the fucking hell should he tell ME? The brainy kid with no friends?"
"Hmm. Thanks for the drink. See you." Danny says, gets up and leaves.
What the fuck was that?
What was the purpose of him visiting me?
He is Jacksons best friend not I. But if not Danny who would know Jacksons reasons. I mean you can try and think what it could maybe have been. But to know for sure someone would have to ask Jackson.
Shaking my head I clatter up the stairs and let myself fall onto my bed. I should probably go to bed before something happens additionally to the departure of the biggest idiot in Beacon Hills and this extreme strange visit of the one openly gay guy attending Beacon Hills Highschool. Such a thing like the sudden visit of the Queen B of our school. Nobody else but Lydia Martin.
Getting ready for bed I went into my own bathroom. It is really small with red and white tiles. There is a tiny sink on the right side together with a mirror and two bathroom cabinets. One on the right and the other one on the left side of the sink. Across from it I have my own shower.
As I reach for my toothbrush I hear the bell for the second time this evening and I sigh. I won´t be left alone tonight. Better open quick to get over with it.
Hurring down the stairs I nearly fall but can avert it. Opening the door I see a common face. It is Lydia. How the hell must I be right with my impossible guesses?!
"Lydia! What a coincidence?! What are-"
"Stiles. Step aside I would like to come in and talk to you."
Unable to say anything for a moment I let her in and follow her into the living room.
How many times have I wished that my long time crush would come to see me? And now when I am over her? What does she do? She rings and wants to talk to me?!
Rolling my eyes I sit down besides her and wait for her to start with talking. She doesn´t say anything for what feels like eternity but it probably were just about five minutes.
"You wanted to tell me some-"
She is interrupting me again "I wanted to ask you about-"
Now I am the one to stop her. "Let me guess. Jackson?"
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