Hey Hey... So this is my first story ever based on a moment after Ep 3.17. I know the dialogue is awful but bare with me :)

I feel like i have been in this bathroom for an eternity, crying for Terry and his wife and just the sheer unfairness of this whole situation. Im also trying to stop old memories from coming up to the surface after talking to mouse and Dr Choi, They have been relentless.
All of a sudden, I hear the door creak open, "Hey…" says Erin softly.

dammit Voight must of heard me in here crying. I haven't replied yet because I wont trust my voice to hold steady.

She sits down next to me and just waits for me to be ready, the fact that she is even there is starting to make me feel better.

"Hey" I finally reply;

"Whats going on in that head of yours Jay?" she asks sincerely.

"I can't believe he is gone…" I exhale…

"did you know he had just been accepted in to the police academy?

"No I didn't" Erin replies softly…

"His life was finally coming together for him, He had put is issues to bed after coming home"
"He went through a lot of the same stuff as I did" I admit to Erin,

"Oh yea? Like what babe?" she says in return,

The floor is starting to become really uncomfortable, we spend to much time here anyway… "How bout we get out of here and Ill tell you" Ive finally snapped out of my trance,

"Okay, lets go".