hello guys

this is my first fic and it is a NxE fic

I was reading the fic "A Bond of Fire and Iron " and the autor just ask for the readers to right some NxE fic. so i though to myself 'why not' and here we are

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I really love your story and it's beacuse of it that i made this story

-Disclaimer-

Fairy tail doesn't belongs to me. It belongs to hiro mashima

-? pov-

He was running...

He doesn't known were he's going but he know he have to get far, far away from that place.

Behind him was a pathway of destruction. Trees,rocks,all and everything was burned or destroyed by his utter fury and forest seems darker then ever,but he prefer that way because it's like his mood right now,dark and destrutive.

His hands and his arms are with cuts everywhere but he doesn't care. He can't feel the pain. All pain he fells is in his heart.

Why has he hoped?Why,for god's sake,has he hoped so much that he would be loved back?Didn't he learned it?Everyone, EVERYONE that he loved left him. His parents, even his foster father who he though that had loved him left him. So why this situation would be diferent?Did he really think that she would love him back?

"She loves that guy" He tell to himself.

"After all THAT GUY had done to her and still she loves THAT GUY more than anything"

Why was him so surprised anyway. She had been so happy when she had know that THAT GUY were alive. And then THAT GUY were arrested and she was so fucked inside that she cried for all night. And who was there to colect the pieces of the girl?Him,HIM. And yet she treat him like shit,always hitting him for everything he does. He wasn't that idiot that everybody thinks he is. He just hind his true self because he is to scared. Scared that they would leave him like his parents and foster father has. Scared like her was in her armor. And yet she treats him like a kid,a idiot kid who doesn't know nothing.

He is frustated. He is frustated with everything. He is frustated with himself. And more than that,he is heartbroken and hollow. He is hollow inside.

'ALONE...'

"shut up..."

'ALONE'

"stop... please" 'sobs'

"ALONE"

"SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!" Flames surrounded every part of his body. Dark flames. Flames of pure hate. The hell flames.

"ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAR" He let out a draconic roar while a dragon figure made by dark flames surrounded him.

-Flash back-

He has just got out of the hut that him and his nakama were while realizing the second origin. His body was all in pain but he can endure it. Today is the day. The day that him, Natsu Dragneel, is going to confess his fillings for a certain woman.

When he got out of the hut he can't see her anywhere. He saw a campfire and two women,Meredy and Ultear,sitting near eat. They were chatting with it other about something that he just missed but he doesn't care anyway. The night were clear and the moon were high in the sky. He went to the to women, seeing his surroundings in the mean time. The beach were calm and quiet, a breeze passing trough it, a nice and calm sensation. The forest were dark with a misterious aura surrounding it.

"Where is she?"He asked the two when he got near them.

The two look at him with surprise in their ayes. How for god's sake can him be up this early after the second origin stuff. He seems a little beaten up but stood proud atop the two dark guild hunters.

"You trully are something to be up like that in this time. I'm amazed"Said Ultear. She were trully amazed by the dragon slayer strengh. 'So this is the power of the guy who defeats jellal'.

"Yeah yeah,anyway,where's she?"He demmanded.

"Oh,she went to talk with jellal just a few minutes ago. Why may I ask you?" Ultear look at him with a 'suspect something' look.

He blushed and stuttered "It-It's n-no-none o-of yo-your bus-s-ne-ness" 'Damm this stuttering'

"Oh,so we have a dragon in love here an?hahahaha go get her big dragon"Said the lost magic mage while meredy blushed.

He blushed more and went to the direction that Ultear apont for him while murmuring something about "...crazy woman..."

"I hear that!"

He went faster.

After walking for a while Natsu finally managed to find the one he was looking for. She was talking with jellal, the later sitting near a cliff looking to the ocean. Natsu decided to hide in some bushs and listen to what they were talking about. He knew that this is eevesdropping but he can't help but feel curious about what they were talking and feel a bit jealous of jellal. So he listen to them...

"You said that you recuperated your memory right,jellal?"Asked Erza

"Yes"

"So you remember about Simon too..."replied Erza

"I killed him"

"And about the Nirvana incident?"

"I remember... I remember about the sensation of remembering nothing. It's a strange sensation"Murmurs Jellal.

"So i have to think about you the same way that i thinked about you?"Asked Erza with concern.

"It would be wonderfull if you were capable of this... but there has the Simon's death... so I understand that you keep a certain distance from me" "If what you want is to take the 'rival' of Simon,I'm willing to take my life for you" said Jellal. His eyes fell to the ground.

"Did you think that Simon would want this?" asked the scarlet mage a little anoyed with the brunette "you criated a guild to destroy the dark guilds. All of this is to your penitence isn't it?"

"I don't know"

"what!?" asked she surprised

"that's true that I criated crime sorciere like a penitence on the beggining. But what I did in the paradise island wasn't something that can be erased easily" answer him. "Why am I doing this?I can't find a way in this labirinty of thoughts" "maybe it would be better if I were dead"

SLAP! Erza had slapped Jellal on the face very hard...

"What kind of crap are you saying" said the redhead infuriated

"I'm not so strong like you"

"are you saying that it's not good be alive if you aren't strong?" "This is bullshit! LIVE IS POWER" "YOU AREN'T THE JELLAL I KNOW! THE JELLAL I KNOW WOULD LIVE HIS LIFE ON THE LIMIT"

This started Jellal but he continue...

"Maybe I'm not"

"YOU IDIOT!" Erza bring up Jellal by his collarbone but trap at a rock and fall down the cliff with him on top of her. At this point Natsu was fumming with jealousy inside. All that he wants to do is going there and interrupt the two mages and say that jellal is an idiot and that he doesn't deserve the reequip mage. But he does know that he doesn't have this right, he is just an outsider eevesdropping in personal conversation of others, and this makes him feel uselass. So insted he cotinues to whatch them in the bushes hoping that Erza doesn't loves jellal anymore.

"you are right... like always " said the brunette

"I'm not trying to be the correct. I'm just throwing myself head on on life, with all I have. This was what I always did" said Erza

"Erza" whispered jellal"

"I think that I will never see you again..." Erza was crying now. "Jellal"

And then they kissed. Natsu run. He run into the forest. He can't stay in that place anymore. He destroy everything in his path but he doesn't care...

-End of flashback-

"ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHH " he started punching the montain in front of him, a dragon like figure formed by dark flames surrounding him. He was angry and the only thing he wants to do is break something.

"WHY, WHY, WHY THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO MEEEEEEEEEE"

"ERZAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" with a massive roar os pure magic power he destroy the montain, leaving nothing but dust in it's place. His dragon form faded away with his fury and in it's place were just sorrow and pain. Pain of rejection. Pain of loneliness. And that is when he decided. He isn't going to make a fool of himself anymore, he is going to be cold, he is going to be smart and cold and calculist. No one ever will make he suffer.

And that's when he makes his way back to the acampament.

-Erza's pov-

'He kissed me' Erza was touthing whyle being kissed by her cildhood best friend. But that's when she remember of a certain salmon pink idiot head who saved her lots of times. She wasn't sure why but recently she has caught herself thinking a lot about him. How he makes she smile, not mattering the circunstances. How he always protect everyone he loves and cares. How he make her feel safe in his presence. 'this can't be... can it?'

She was confused. But she did know that she weren't the best friend and companior. She always beat him for silly things, she always treat him like a kid, when, on the fact, he shows that he is a really and strong man. She always was cold and never let him care for her when she most need it. Yet,he is always there for her. Always protecting her from her nightmares.

That's when she remembers of the tower of heaven insident...

-Flashback-

"YOU MADE ERZA CRY, I'LL NEVER FORGAVE YOU FOR THAT"

"NO ONE MAKES ERZA CRYYY"

and with that the dragonslayers send the fallensaint crashing on the gorund.

-End of flashback-

She feels so safe back then with him. That time she felt like no one could harm her with him on her side. He makes her feels like she is the most secured person. And yet she makes nothing to repay him.

'this is wrong... I can't be with jellal anymore... I don't feel that anymore for him' and she pull away from the kiss

"I can't... Idon't feel the same anymore... you are just my friend now" said she looking away from him

Jellal smirk to her and noded. it seems that he understand the whys of his childhood friend and love. So he decided that this is the time to let her go. She has the dragon to protect her now, she doesn't need him anymore and he is happy that she finally find happiness in her life.

"I understand" said he

that's when they heard...

BOOMMMMMMMMM

they look at the direction of the explosion and gasp. the entire mountain has disapear. in it's place were just dust and ashes.

'what was that?!' the two though together

"Let's go" said the two

They enter the acampament area. Meredy and Ultear were up when they arrived and look at them

"where's Natsu?" asked Ultear

when Erza was going to answer they saw Natsu coming from the bushes. He was a mass, cuts and bruises all over his upper body. But what shok them most was his face. His face was emotionless, his eyes cold and he doesn't have his signature grin in it's place. He look at them and...

"Hi"

They flinched. His voice was cold like his face.

'this isn't right. Natsu's voice is warm, not like this. There's something up' thinks the redhead

"Natsu, are you ok?" asked Erza with concern in her voice

"yeah" came his curt and cold answer

she winced now.

"what was that explosion back them and why the mountain disappear?" asked Ultear this time.

"it was me" again his cold voice."I'm tired now. if you excuse me, I'm going to sleep" and them he went to a nearby tree and fall to the ground.

the four of them were astonished. not just Natsu finish realising the second origin but manage to destroy entire montain after an hour of it's ending. and what could have happened for he to becomes so cold and emotionless.

"Well it's time for us to retire" said jellal

"so early?" asked the redhead

"yeah. we can't be in the same place very long. you know, fugitives..." said now Ultear

"ohhh. so this is a bye for now" said Erza with concern

"yeah. good bye Erza. and be okay"

"good bye to you three. be safe"

and they were gone.

'natsu... what have happened to you'

soooo this is the first chapter...

hiiiiiiii everyone! this is my first fic. and i have to say that it is really hard to wright...

phew

i would like to say that this have a little mistakes but i'm not a native and i'm learning so please go easy on me...

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all right. so i have fixed some errors in my story. anyway

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