So this is my very first fanfic. I forgot something very important to me and I kinda have a dream and I told myself I'm gonna make a story about that dream! I thought it was easy but I thought wrong! Seriously I'm more of a reader than a writer! I don't even know how to write that this guy is the one who said it! Yeah this sucks but please read it cuz I did my best! The story might be a disappointment for you since I think the summary is very good to me..I'm not bragging! It's just that I'd rather give my appreciation in the summary than in the story! This is gonna be a two-shot... maybe 3 but I don't know... Feel free to add suggestions or opinions about my writing! I mean do it if you want! Seriously I need it! Also if you like the story please review and of course favorite and follow maybe... I HOPE YOU LIKE IT! SAY ANYTHING THAT YOU WANT IT'S OK! Unto the story

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Nagisa's POV

I wish I can see it once again.

The times where we all laughed together while thinking of a way to kill our teacher.

Every mock battle. Every shitty test. Every time Koro-sensei becomes depressed. Every failed assassination plan. Every pranking plan of his. Every weakness of Koro-sensei. Every time Class A gaped at us. Every time Bitch-Sensei snaps or the rare 'Karasuma-Sensei smile'. Every moment we spent together in that crazy school year. From the moment I stepped on that classroom, I know it'll be irreplaceable, so why didn't I recorded it all, even if it's just a glimpse of his sarcastic attitude and sadistic side.

It's just days ago yet it feels like it's been so long though I can still remember it like yesterday…..

Maybe because it's so close but it faded away faster than I anticipated

Maybe because I want forget it all like it didn't happen….. Like he didn't happen…..

Maybe because it's something that I desperately want to go back but seems impossible.

Maybe because I know everything I should've done is futile.

Maybe because of how tranquil this forest is despite our feelings bursting out.

Maybe because I miss him so much, I felt like he never left though I can never see him again.

Maybe because he doesn't want to die yet.

Maybe because we haven't finished our mission yet.

Maybe because he died from something so weak but inevitable.

Maybe because….. nobody can stop …..the tears flowing from our eyes.

I just wish to watch it all again, but just like how fast his voice faded away, so does our moments together I can never return to.

If I could just see it all again…...see him forming a smile again for us again…...just his smirk would be enough.


Friday.

The third week of September.

We are going to have a pop 'unit test' today….. Four of them actually. God can't this day get any worse. As usual I failed almost all of them. But hey! I'm 3 points ahead the passing score in English BUT Karma-kun passed it all in flying colors he even made one little INTENTIONAL mistake…. I believe it's the one that asks about the corrosive sign if I remember correctly these are the choices { A.) Poisonous B.) Oxidizer C.) Corrosive D.) Toxic} let's just say he put down a letter E that looks like this{E.) Should be dumped down to Koro-Sensei and test whether it will corrode him or not }so yeah, to put it simply Koro-sensei scolded Karma-kun for a whole hour while Karma-kun just plays the video game he brought to school.

"MISSION ACCOMPLISH!" Karma shouted "Who knew that it'll work out!, guys don't I get a thanks after all that listening to that yellow octopus is irritating you know I believe I deserve a little appreciation after saving you from the Japanese History test, well I'm about to run out of lead anyway"

So that's what it is! What he did is not really nice but I don't want to fail another test so I just thanked him and he gave me an innocent smile.

"What a nice afternoon, the sun is shining very nice, the sounds of the exercising, it would have been a nice sight if the students are not holding knives, Nurufufufufu"

"Kids go around for about 10 laps then we'll have a mock battle" Karasuma-sensei said with a loud voice and a blank face.

Most of us are finished, some are on the last lap and one is only at the 4th lap

"Karma-kun what are you doing?" Karasuma-sensei asked eyeing Karma-kun who is slowly walking like he is just going to the convenience store thinking about the monthly budget.

"I'm going around like you told us to" stopping with his what he called 'going around' Karma-kun answered with a confused face that looks like he's thinking what the hell did he do wrong.

"Karma-kun, why are you walking? Everyone of your classmates is already finished"

" I don't know why you're asking me that Sensei I mean you should be asking them why are they running which is more tiresome. Logically speaking, they should be walking since you don't have to be that tired after all you did say 'go around' not 'run around'" Karasuma-sensei must be pissed since all he did was glare at Karma-kun but still he didn't say anything, he must've realized Karma's point.

'Karma is at it again huh? Quite impolite if you ask me' I heard Terasaka-kun muttered. It looks like Karma also heard that because he smiled at Terasaka-kun with eyes saying 'well nobody asked you' Scary~!

"Then Karma-kun would you please finish the remaining 5 laps by running"

"Hai, Sensei" Karma answered with an innocent smile and after 2 minutes he already finished. Thank God Karma-kun's a fast runner because I don't know how pissed Karasuma-sensei will be if he's not. 'But is Karma-kun's balance seemed off? Also is he limping?'

The mock battle ended with Karma-kun's team winning since nobody expected that he would sent his whole team to attack with just him guarding the flag. We thought it will be something sneaky and that they know where the snipers are hiding since they didn't even try to hide so we called back our forces leaving just 3 people to get the flag. That's where we made a mistake. First of all, they don't know where our snipers are so we should've shot them when we had the chance to lower their numbers. Second, we should've known where they put the flag before calling them back but NOOOOOO! We panicked and pulled them back before they even reach their base. Karma-kun hanged the flag on the branch of the tree that's about fall down of the cliff. Third, we underestimated Karma, we thought three guys could handle him but they didn't even land a single hit! Though Karma also didn't win, it looks like he's so afraid of sneak attacks so he never went 4 meters away from the flag, so unlike him. Fourth, we underestimated Karma's plan. The truth is we realized that they didn't know where our snipers are before they reach the base but more than half of their force came back AND we were fooled by Kayano's acting. We thought that Karma-kun's having a hard time so he called the guys for defense, we also loosened our defense and focused on our offense, we sent the guys we pulled back back to their base since we thought we're about to win their flag, we even sent some of our snipers! BUT we thought wrong Karma's team mates that we thought went back, just went around the back of our base and so we got our flag stolen before our guys even touched Karma's flag. Yeah it's an epic defeat but I guess the fun made up for that defeat.

That's all what really happened that day…. I just failed 2 tests… and got defeated mercilessly on a mock battle so yeah that day couldn't just get any worse. That very unfortunate simple day.


Monday.

The fourth week of September.

I'm almost late just 5 more minutes till the bell, well that's about the time I always arrive but what surprised me is when the bell rung Karma-kun is at the door, bowing and apologizing for being late with Kunigigaoka Junior High's proper uniform, properly put on.

"Koro-Sensei I'm sorry for being late" Karma said with a small sheepish smile

"Ahhh No! No! Karma-kun! You're actually right on time! Good job! Also your uniform looks quite good on you why don't you wear it often?" poor Koro-sensei looks so flustered but who wouldn't be?! Class E's very own red haired delinquent is now wearing a uniform AND apologizing with a genuine smile.

"I see thanks sensei! I guess I'll wear this piece of shilothing more often"

…..wait he's about to say piece of shit right? He's about to right? Or is it just my imagination…..guess it is I mean Karma-kun's expression didn't seem to change one bit…..but I wonder


We now have the Japanese History test that supposed to be on Friday but was moved today thanks to Karma-kun's help. I studied really hard this weekend! I'm confident I'll pass it…

We are given 1hr on the test but I finished it with 15 more minutes to spare! I looked around and seems like everybody is almost finished. I looked at Karma-kun or I can say Karma-kun's look alike since I doubt Karma-kun would do all of the things he did today and if he wants to prove that he is him he should be ditching right now but NOOOOO! He just sits there like he's waiting for an order though if you ask me, he could fall asleep any moment which is kinda weird since Karma-kun is always energetic despite being lazy. It looks like he's already finished though. For the last 15 minutes I just stared at him and he just smiled at me and he didn't even bother to ask me about it.

After the test, which I only got 5 mistakes, Karma-kun perfected it as always and he DID NOT BRAG ABOUT IT. He just sat there spacing out for…. Wait! Did I just say spacing out? Karma-kun NEVER I mean NEVER spaces out! Now I'm starting to doubt if Karma-kun have a twin and believe it or not I asked Koro-sensei directly in class since it bothers me so much I didn't think twice about disrupting class.

"Ne Sensei!" I asked a little too bold

"What's the matter Nagisa-kun?" Sensei looks like he's out of his game but who wouldn't be?

"If I'm correct you looked on our files yes?"

"Right I even memorized them! I know every nook and cranny of your life" I sweat dropped at that

"Then sensei….. Does Karma-kun have a twin?" everybody looks at sensei hopefully… their eyes hunger for an answer

"He doesn't, Karma-kun's an only child" All of our jaws dropped even Sensei looked nervous… no, he isn't just nervous he's very nervous!

"Yeah, I don't have a twin nor a sibling but why are you asking that?" Karma-kun said innocently tilting his head on the left a little, oh he looks innocent alright!

"Are you seriously asking us that question? You idiot looks like you came from another planet!" Terasaka-kun snapped

"That's rude Terasaka-kun especially coming from a stumart guy like you" Karma-kun said with a very gentle voice, but then again Karma-kun's voice is always gentle it's just the words and the actions tells otherwise.

"Wait! You're about to say stupid right?! I guess you really are Karma-kun!" Kayano said with victory smile while Karma-kun just have a small smile on his face

"I don't know about the stupid part but I am Karma so I don't know what you're talking about all this time"

"Nurufufufufu Karma-kun's being a model kid my dear students as weird as it it is for us why can't we just be happy that he changed in a good way"

"Sensei your face contradicts with what you're saying" Isogai-kun muttered

But despite the fact that Karma-kun became weird….Scratch that… Karma-kun became extremely weird we left it like that, and our day continued with us sending nervous glances to Karma-kun all the time while he just smiled like it's all completely normal.


Wednesday

Karma-kun is a LOT EARLIER than all of us. I repeat Karma-kun is a LOT EARLIER than all of us! He even cleaned the building! Ok this totally CREEPING US OUT! I mean the Karma Akabane of Class E, the red haired demon IS EARLY AND CLEANING THE BUILDING WITH A PROPER UNIFORM! WHAT'S NEXT? WILL TERASAKA-KUN BECOME A GENIUS NOW?! OR WILL OOTORO COME FALLING TO THE SKY?! WHO THE HECK IS THIS GUY AND WHERE THE HELL IS KARMA-KUN?!

We can't take it any longer so we finally made a move and kidnapped the 'so-called' Karma-kun after school. Even Karasuma-sensei and Bitch-sensei is so creeped out that they even helped with the kidnapping. Who cares if it's a crime.

"Okay kid fess up what did you do to Akabane Karma" …...Terasaka-kun… so bold…..how bold….. Looks like he's pretty freaked up.

"Eh? What are you saying Terasaka-kun I am Akabane Karma besides tying me up is a crime you know… You could just ask me directly"

"Oh? Then kidnapping Karma and taking his identity is not a crime no?" Nakamura-san glared at the guy. I was so confused I can't think of anything to do except listen to them interrogate the poor….. No nevermind that… I won't take pity of him because he clearly did something to Karma-kun.

"Look guys, I'm not lying I am Akabane Karma"

"Oh? Karma-kun would never wear uniform, never clean a building, never apologizes for being late, never early and NEVER going out of school without insulting Terasaka" I could hear a 'hey!' in the background.

"Nakamura-san that kinda hurts you know but I don't know how to make you believe me so I guess I'll just go home." he said standing up with the ropes all cut up, him, holding a knife, a real knife, I guess he's telling the truth? But as he is about to exit the room, he's stopped by Koro-Sensei

"Karma-kun as much as I like your new change, I want to know what happened because just like your dear classmates said this isn't you and I believe that too"

"Then, do you want me to change back?"

"I'm not saying that I just want to know what made you change is all"

"You like this me better?" nobody said a word to that "Well, don't sweat the details, you'll know everything you need to know on Friday ok?"

After that he left and I'm greeted by silence.


Friday

Days passed and now we'll know everything.

I went to school early because Karma-kun is now always early and I figured he will tell it in the morning. Everyone thinks so too because all of them are here even Koro-Sensei, Bitch-Sensei and heck even Karasuma-Sensei! Everyone is here except Karma-kun.

"Karma-kun sure is late today"

"Maybe he's going back to his normal self?" Kayano wondered

"What do you mean by normal? The present Karma is the normal one! Don't tell me he's reverting back to his annoying, big headed self!" Terasaka-kun retorted angrily

"Eh? But the old Karma is a nice pranking partner though sometimes he betrays me so I thinks that is pretty annoying"

"I'm not that angry with the old Karma but I think, this new one is better, I mean he actually listens to me immediately without smirking and using reverse-psychology" Isogai-kun said, while looking around, maybe he's afraid of saying something like that

"Well Karma is named Karma after all...if you know what I mean" Maehara-kun joked…..that's not really nice, jokes like that and Karasuma-sensei seems to pick this up

"It's not nice to joke with someone's name like that"

"Yeah, that's kinda rude" Kimura-kun said, well he also have name problems after all

"You say that Justice-kun!"

"Hey!"

"But guys what if he actually reverts back? Man that sucks!"

I looked at everyone who have grim faces, like fearing for the worst. I mean Karma-kun is a little narcissistic, but what he says is true. He teases and insults people, yes, but that's just his way of showing interest, besides Karma-kun is someone we could always count on, even if me, myself, like the new Karma-kun, I kinda miss the old one, if Karma-kun will go back, I won't mind because that Karma-kun is the one that I made friends with and as his friend I'll stand up for him. Karma-kun don't like me doing this but he did it to me so many times that I believe it's my turn.

"Guys, I don't think the new Karma-kun is better than the old one"

"The fuck Nagisa?! Are you out of your mind?! I mean would you rather someone who would chew your head off and brag about himself every single fucking time?! That guys is almost as bad as the Main Building students! The only reason he doesn't look so snobbish is that he's also in Class E "

"But he helps us when we need him you know!" oh no, he won't insult Karma-kun like that! "Do you even know why he's here in the first place?! He saved a Class E senpai from a Class A snob! And he's dumped in here!"

"Nagisa calm down" Isogai-kun muttered and I was about to because that really isn't like me but the fu- I mean Terasaka-kun, oh no! Am I about to cuss?! That's so unlike me!

"Is that so? That idiot is someone who just loves to hurt someone that he accidentally saved that Senpai! No scratch that! I heard that that Senpai is also admitted to the hospital for serious injuries! I bet Karma did that and just threatened him to tell the others that he saved him!"

I don't care if I'm cursing right now! That fucker just crossed the line! He won't insult him like that!

"Karma-kun isn't like that! Remember the Second term exam?! Karma-kun came second didn't he?! He covered up for us! He proved that Class E isn't the worst class!" I breathed in trying to calm myself but alas, it looks like all I can do is let it all out "Karma-kun is hated by our Class back in our First Year because he didn't help in bullying the Class E's... Even I helped! Just because I'm afraid to get isolated I even helped in hiding his slippers! But Karma-kun didn't care about isolation! He helped me when it's my turn to get bullied even if he knows that I once tormented him! He was hated by the class even more because of that but Karma-kun didn't say a word! He acted like he didn't care but I bet he's lonely! Karma-kun is scary even I'm terrified but Karma-kun didn't just punch someone because he wants to! Karma-kun just don't know how talk his way to someone so he just uses forces!"

"Karma CAN talk his way-"

"Don't start it Terasaka!" I know that yell sent shivers to everybody's spine since I never actually yelled...without honorifics too " Yes! You're right! Karma-kun can talk his way to someone! But do you know what word he uses? Yes, tempting and dangerous words! Karma-kun don't know what to say to anyone to do something good…. That's why he talks with his fists! On our second year, everyone is afraid of Karma-kun… I know he wants a friend that time but I left him even though he's my friend and that he helped me. But remember his first day here? He talked to me like he's still my friend and that I never once betrayed him… because that's who he is" I start to calm down at this point "He's hard to understand since just approaching him seems hard enough but Karma-kun wants to have a friend. I never saw him tease someone as much as he teases Terasaka-kun. I never saw Karma-kun interact with his class as much as he did with his class heck I never even saw Karma-kun work with someone, don't judge him like that because believe it or not I know that Karma-kun is a good guy we can always count on. Also I'm sorry with the yelling."

"I know that" I wonder what did Terasaka-kun know, that Karma-kun isn't a bad guy or that I'm sorry for yelling.

Everybody was silent after that until the bell rung.

"It looks like Class is about to start Nurufufufu"

In the end, Karma-kun never showed up and I swear I saw a shadow by the window.


This last subject before lunch just started 5 minutes ago and only Koro-Sensei's voice and the leaves outside are the only things that can be heard. That is until the usual gunshot rang in our ears and all our eyes are on the door.

"Ne Sensei, it would've been better if you haven't dodged that one"

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"Karma-kun" Is it just me or his voice somehow changed?

"Arigato ne Nagisa-kun" For what?

Karma-kun's back to his usual self. Being late, no uniform and being impolite as hell.

"Karma-kun, it's not like you to be late" Koro-sensei looks…..neutral

"Eh? I gave you 4 days of being a model student and now you think that that's me? Well I did insist, didn't I? But still I never thought you'll get used to it" Karma-kun said with an amused smile "Terasaka-kun, still looks like an idiot ne? They always said that looks can be deceiving but it doesn't seem to work on you"

"What the fuck?! I never even said anything! What the hell are you starting?" Now I know why Terasaka-kun hates Karma-kun so passionately

"Didn't you?" Karma-kun said with an innocent and questioning face and boy was that cute! And Terasaka-kun seems to have realized of something, probably the one this morning since he looks so guilty.

"Terasaka-kun, so you did say something!" Karma-kun laughed like a maniac but still it sounds so good. "Like they said, the fish does gets caught in its own mouth"

"Nurufufufufu Karma-kun, it looks like you're still as lively as ever, I kinda say, I did miss you, Why don't you give Sensei, a big warm hug!" No offense but I'm so glad I'm not Karma-kun right now

"That's disgusting you yellow octopus!" Karma-kun said while dodging Koro-Sensei's tentacles but suddenly Sensei stopped.

"Karma-kun, you said last time you'll tell us today why you're acting weird-"

"Hold it sensei! That's supposed to be 'why I'm acting normal'"

"Yes Karma-kun, why you're acting normal"

"But isn't this class hours" I bet everybody's thinking 'SINCE WHEN DID YOU CARE ABOUT CLASS HOURS?!'

"Since Monday you know?" Karma-kun with a know-it-all tone but what the heck?! Is he a psychic or something?! He went to his seat and started playing video games, he looks like he just came to school just for attendance but like he said earlier looks can be deceiving because he actually listens to the teacher. How do I know? Koro-sensei asked him to answer the question he just read and he got it correct while completing a level because his ps4 just omitted a sound indicating the next level opening. Wow! Just Wow! That's some mad video game skills!


Lunch break

A crowd went to Karma-kun with curiosity in their eyes.

"What?" Karma grumbled, obviously displeased. "What the fuck do you want?"

"The truth" a rough voice said beside me rang. He looked so serious, seriously. And for some reason Karma-kun starts laughing so hard, so freaking hard, he fell of his chair. As nice as how his laugh sounds, I don't get why he's laughing.

"I never took you as a poet Terasaka-kun" huh? Anyway, he starts laughing again and when he starts to calm down he immediately have that serious face and said "The truth" and starts laughing again but all of us starts laughing with him except Terasaka-kun who's blushing so hard he's as red as Karma-kun's hair.

"Shut up you imbecile!"

"Wow big word for you Terasaka-kun, do you even know what imbecile mean~?"

"Of course! That's an insult!"

"The fuck Terasaka-kun? You don't know what it means? just that it's an insult? That could be a compliment for me though~"

"Just shut the fuck up! We want to learn the truth!"

"I'll tell you if you said 'The truth' again with a serious face"

"Like hell I will!"

"Hahahahaha Just Kidding Terasaka-kun but I'm eating don't you see?" Karma-kun said while showing his bento which is weird because normally, he just drinks Strawberry Milk, but nobody said a word to that and just let him eat in peace because for some reason, Karma-kun looked really pale and his eyes seemed unfocused like he can't see clearly.

At the remaining 3 afternoon subjects, Karma-kun just slept his days out, it's against the school rules but somehow Koro-sensei seemed to notice how Karma-kun just collapsed then and there and fell asleep just like that but he seemed to be awake 5 minutes before the last bell and everybody's packing their stuff peacefully.

That's right, we were just packing our stuff peacefully before Karma-kun…..dropped the bomb we've been waiting for.

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And we regret to even ask him.

"Hey, guys" everybody's been waiting for this so we all stopped and looked at him.

"I'm dropping off school starting today, so just kill the damn octopus and smash the Class A bastards for me ok?"

"WHAT?"

"WHAT KIND OF SICK JOKE IS THAT IDIOT?"

"HAHAHAHAHA THAT'S FUNNY WORRYING US LIKE THAT FOR A WHOLE WEEK KINDA EXPECTED THAT IT WAS JUST TO PISS US OFF"

"YOU BETTER BE JOKING KARMA!"

Barrage of yellings attacked Karma-kun even Bitch-sensei seemed to join the fray but some like me, Koro-Sensei and Karasuma-sensei are just too shocked to say anything. After like an hour and everybody calmed down. Koro-Sensei approached Karma-kun so serious….so unlike him.

"Karma-kun what do you mean by 'dropping out'?"

"I mean literally what it sounds like, I'm dropping out, I don't know what's surprising really since I'm a delinquent and all but don't worry I won't spill anything about Sensei right here, quite weird coming from me but despite being an annoying yellow octopus, he's a better teacher than those bastards in the main building"

"Karma-kun thanks for the compliment but don't think you're escaping just because of that, this is serious matter. Also mind your language"

"Ah~ sorry about my profanity sensei but it could've been better if you just bawled out of happiness for the little compliment I made." Koro-sensei narrowed his eyes at that

"I'm not sure if you're joking or not, all I know is that you're not dropping out of school" Koro-sensei looked so serious, so serious it even scared me.

"Ah but Sensei~ I already told the chairman and he seems overjoyed about the top scorer of Class E leaving since it ruins Class-"

"YOU. ARE. NOT. DROPPING. OUT. YOU HEAR ME KARMA-KUN, It's not too late to take back what you said to the Principal and I expect that you will take it back later" Sensei's terrifying now. I guess a student dropping out of you really is a teacher's biggest fear but I don't believe Karma-kun or more like I don't want to believe him.

"Eh? But Sensei~ I already dropped out~ I'm not enrolled in the school already. You see, I just begged the Chairman to let me tell you within a week. And since he's so happy about it he just agreed with a big smile of his face that rivals yours" Karma-kun looked so amused.

"So Bye Bye Sensei~" All of us are shocked by the sudden declaration. Nobody even realized that Karma-kun already left until he's nowhere to be seen. We just stood there for God knows how long. We went home as Karasuma-sensei instructed since he's the first one to snap out of it but everyone still have blank faces as we headed home. Wishing to see Karma-kun again next week. Laughing his ass off about our faces and saying that it was just a joke.

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But it never happened.

The chairman proved it all. Karma-kun really dropped out and is nowhere to be seen.

We visited his house on Monday till Friday. We even had a sleepover knowing Karma-kun lives alone but he never came back. That whole week, the first week of October….has been hell to us.


Koro-Sensei told us to stop searching for Karma.

Most of us did but some of us didn't without the others knowing. We know that Koro-Sensei is secretly searching for Karma-kun so we searched for him too. We can't believe that Karma-kun just disappeared like that with most of his belongings still remains in his house.

We haven't seen Karma-kun for about 2 weeks. We all tried to act like normal but nothing fits anymore. We did our best studying and being us. We try assassinate Koro-sensei just like how we used to but still it looks so empty. Koro-sensei don't color his face with anything at all no matter what we do. Not even the annoying green stripes! He still have that big smile and pathetic laugh but he didn't tease us as much as he used to ball into tears whenever someone praise him or insult him. Something just changed but this classroom feels like a puppet show everybody was forced to play. I never knew Karma-kun's impact till now. I never knew he can put us in this state without doing anything except leaving that is but even Terasaka-kun who used to have so much fun when Karma-kun ditches seems like someone who was forced to act. It's not like he's the one who runs this classroom heck he just sits down quietly there, make trouble or ditches then why can he make us change so much? Simple! Like how a puzzle can't be solve with a missing piece. Like a book missing a chapter. Like a flower with a missing petal. Like a classroom with a missing student…

We laugh and train. Fight and study. Talk and Listen. Act and hide…..

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And Karma-kun is still nowhere to be found.


Monday

The second week of October.

Terasaka-kun and I became a little closer after that. We eat lunch together and go home together. We tease each other a lot. We even crossed some lines we never should've but even so nobody got angry just because we're trying to replace someone. Even when I mention that he is an ultimate idiot with just muscles in the head, he just glares at me although that phrase used to always trigger something inside him. And when he asks me why I was born a boy that I should've just been born a girl, I don't feel anything, like it was just something I always hear. We are trying to cover though we should just accept but something inside us just refuses to. Like it's waiting for him to return. We were so desperate to find answers then regret it in the end. We even flinch just by hearing his name or seeing something red and gold.

"Oi Terasaka-kun where are you going?"

"I heard that Okajima tried to perform parkour here! I just wanna try!"

Terasaka-kun is really an idiot, I mean that's the time where he injured an old man! Does he wanna in…...jure himself….. Too late he already crashed into some soft roof. Man that's gotta hurt!

Note to self: Never use parkour in this city if I don't want to get injured

"Terasaka-kun, are you ok?"

"Yeah but I kinda sprained my ankle so would you help me down?" No please huh? What does he expect from me? I mean it's not like I can carry him down.

"I'm afraid I can't carry you Terasaka-kun, just wait a moment I'll call Sensei."

"Terasaka-kun, are you ok? My, my I told you already that you shouldn't use parkour in a city like this. You are ought to listen young man" Wow. I mean I know he's fast and all but I just called him like 3 seconds ago. Koro-sensei normally cries crocodile tears whenever one of us gets hurt but he got more strict after he left and somehow Isogai-kun's here, probably because he's our class rep.

"Yeah yeah, sorry sensei"

"C'mon, let's get you to a hospital Nurufufufu."

When we arrived Koro-sensei seemed to freeze. He stutters while talking to the nurse. He looks so concerned than ever before and that must mean that this situation involves him.

Terasaka-kun already have his foot bandaged and all but Koro-sensei didn't seem to notice except that he went to the counter and ask a question about something rather 'someone'.

"Umm excuse me Miss but did someone with a red hair about 175 centimeters tall pass here?" Koro-sensei asked quietly as if we can't hear him. Like usual, he's still a brilliant idiot.

"Umm I'm very sure that no one like that came today since red hair is hard to forget" Nurse umm Kishitani Said with a very mild voice and somehow a knowing? Face.

"Sensei maybe it's not Karma that you smelled" Isogai-kun shouted with a victory smile. It looks like he's also searching for Karma-kun.

"Umm Isogai-kun, I'm not really asking for Karma-kun I'm just asking about Terasaka-ku-"

"Shut up you damn octopus! Don't use me as an excuse! We can hear you loud and clear here you know!"

"Sensei it's ok you know, we're also worried about Karma-kun, he is my first friend in Junior high after all"

"Umm did you say Karma?" Kishitani-san suddenly asked with a surprise face

"Uh yeah?"

"Do you mean Akabane Karma-kun? Now that I think about it, he fits in your description" All of our eyes widened after that. All this time of searching, he's just always here? Is his mother or father extremely sick or something that an all day visitor is allowed? I can see Koro-sensei panicked immediately as if returning back to his old self.

"Umm Kishitani-san why is he here? Is he visiting someone?"

"No, he's a patient here! A mischievous one that is! But he's a nice kid! And here he said he doesn't have anyone to visit him"

"Yeah I can see him like that! I'm his teacher you see and he's a little impolite but I can tell he has a big heart. So what did he do this time? Did he broke some bones? Well considering his absence it must've been a lot of bones. Sorry for the trouble he's been giving you"

"You don't know?" Kishitani-san's face fell into a frown and I can feel my heart racing at the speed of light "Know what?"

"I'm not really on the right place to say this but I don't think hiding it is a good thing especially in his case. I also doubt that he'll tell you before it's too late" In his case? Before it's too late? "I don't really know all the details but You see….Karma-kun have brain cancer…..and only have a few months left"

Once again we craved for answer and regretted asking in the first place. And all this time…..it's about Karma-kun again


So yeah this is the first chapter! Awful writing sense right? Anyway, review and favorite if you like it! and follow I guess