Deep breaths leave my mouth trying to keep calm.

I look up at the mirror, and see myself. I was paler than usually, my hair that had small white flowers coming around my head, had romantic like curls. The room was all white with two huge mirrors, a fashion dummy, and the pile of the clothes I had worn before that where on the ground.

I felt my stomach was being twisted in notes, which made me feel sick to my stomach. I felt like running out of this room, this place, so hopefully I could feel better, but I couldn't.

Dear god, why am I like this? This is the day I've been waiting for since we kissed, why am I now unsure about this?

"Renesmee are you…" My mom came into the room and looked at me with her eyes ready to tear up.

"You look so beautiful Nessie." My mom said as I walked up to her and hugged her.

"Most moms have to wait 18-20 years to see their daughters get married, but I had to wait 2 years." Looked at my face to see the daughter she and dad would be giving away.

"Is she ready yet? What are you doing standing there? Get in the dress!" Alice said a second later. I wanted to say 'shut up we're having a mother and daughter moment.'

Alice and Rose helped me get in the dress. It was an ivory dress that was flow like, also with a small line of pearls crossing under the top of my dress, with small lace sleeves. Alice put my veil on as Rose got the bouquet of red roses with babies' breath.

"Hey, is she…" My dad walked in and looked at me with a look that said 'why does my little girl have to grow up so fast?'

He came up to me putting my arm around his. "Everyone is waiting for you Nessie. You ready?"

I nodded. As Mom, Alice, and Rose left to get to the altar, Dad had placed the top part of my veil over my face and began walking me down the aisle.

I ignored everyone's stare and just looked at Erik. The man I love more than life, who would kill for me, how made all the questions I had of weather I could ever have a love and romance like my mom and dads became true.

When I reached the altar, Erik reached for my hand and nodded once to my dad. As the preacher said the parts before the "I dos" Erik and I stared at each other.

Than we got to the part we wanted to hear.

"Do you Erik Night take Renesmee Cullen to have, and to hold, for better or for worst, for richer or poor, for as long as you both shall live?"

Erik moved the ring on to my figure and looked deep in my eyes. "I do."

"And do you Renesmee Cullen take Erik Night to have, and to hold, for better or for worst, for richer or poor, for as long as you both shall live?"

I moved his ring to his figure and almost started to cry. For mouths I wanted this more than anything now it's finally coming true.

"I do." I said looking at his beautiful now golden eyes.

"I now pronouns you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride." The preacher had finally said.

Erik moved the veil out of my face and kissed me. The sound of everyone cheering faded as Erik and I kissed. All the yelling, fighting, arguing, making up, and the love Erik and I had made throw the past months was all worth it. He pulled away from our kiss and mouthed "I love you."