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Harry's thoughts and speeches of Sirius's death.

P.S get your Kleenexes out!

Alone Again

Harry sat on his bed clutching a piece of parchment as drops of his tears landed on the parchment making parts of the ink spread. Harry was crying silent tears at 12 Am. As the clock turned 12:01, Harry said to the air, "This is it Sirius. I'm officially 17. I can avenge you. You know what? You were the only family in the wizarding world I had left. And now you're gone. I'm alone again. Why did you have to go and fight? I mean I know how it feels to be captivity. Imprisoned. Stuck. Feeling helpless, staying here in safety while others are risking their lives and fighting. But did you have to go and get killed! I'm being selfish, I know." Harry sighed as more tear drops fell onto the piece of parchment and it fell onto the ground.

"Sirius. I still have your letters that you sent me ya know? All of them. But most of them are unreadable because of my tears. And did you know? That thieving Mundungus was stealing your stuff the night you left me. Don't you worry though. I know how much you hated those Black cups. I pinned Mundungus to the wall and took them all from him. I then buried them 30 feet under the ground." Harry chuckled a bit at the thought of that day.

"Sirius." Harry sobbed out his name, "Si-ri-us…Why did you leave me! You were my only family left!" Harry sobbed out again.

"Left me alone in this cruel world…Why!" This time, his outburst woke up Ron; his best mate.

"Harry," Ron whispered, "Harry. It's ok. He's probably with your dad and pranking again. Oh Harry. I feel so sorry for you. But-"

"Leave me alone Ron. Let me be for now. I just want to be alone with Sirius gone…" With that, Ron went back to sleep.

"Sirius," Harry whispered this time for Ron might wake up again. "Sirius. I may be all alone in this world but I really, really want you to know: I love you Sirius. I love you like my own parents. Maybe even more because I don't know them in person…Not that I can remember anyways. And do you know why I don't know them? Because of Voldemort." Harry said Voldemort's name through clenched teeth.

"Voldemort and his followers. I hate them all. I hate them all because not only have they killed thousands of innocent lives but because they killed you; you and my parents. The only wizarding family I had left. Trust me. One day not far from now, I will avenge you. All of you. Oh, and I also want you to know, I don't hate you. I can't hate you no matter how many times you left me. Including this one time where I will never be able to see you again…Never hear your voice again…Never again hear that bark-like laugh again…Not even then will I be able to dislike you. Because you risked your life and died for me. You stayed in Azkaban for me. You stayed inside that wretched House of Black for me. And most of all, you loved me. Loved me like no other had ever other, maybe a love that can even top my parents'" Harry whispered the last part so that no one other than Sirius could've heard it.

"It's over." Harry whispered to himself. "He's gone Harry. Gone, like your parents. You'll never hear his bark-like laugh, never see his face, never hear his voice, and never be comforted like he comforted you ever again…He's gone Harry. There's no loophole in that. Gone. You're alone again. No more family to comfort you anymore. Alone again.

THE END

Well? What did you think? I needed an entire box of Kleenexes to write this story. Please review! If you review I'll give you a cookie! –throws cookies around--

P.S if you're wondering about Ron, Harry's in The Burrow with the Weaslys