Juvia recently started having nightmares , really bad ones …
they were all about gray … different ways he might reject her , the fact that he might hate her , the way he always brushes her off , ignoring her love etc. . It's just too much for her to bare
the worst one was when she was making him chocolates , and when he ate them , he spit it out in disgust, then he laughed at her , slapped her , punched her and said " this food is complete SHIT , ARE YOU TRYING TO POISON ME YOU OLD HAG , HUH , YOUR CHOCOLATE IS AS DISGUSTING AS YOUR FACE , WAIT sorry … haha face ? your face is ugly… yeah … but nothing is as dumb as the way u devote yourself to me , and your annoying "Gray-sama" crap HAHAHAHAH "
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That dream mad her cry for several hours ….
It was a beautiful morning , the birds chirping , kids laughing , but a certain water-mage had different thoughts . She yet again woke up in horror , being haunted by her petrifying dreams . She got out of her bed and went into her bathroom to take a bath . Once she was done she put on her new dress that levy-chan gave her , it was a sky blue short dress with a butterfly broach on the right chest side , along with the black boots she bought the other day when shopping with erza-san and cana-san , ( the girls told Juvia to by something out of the ordinary , and she agreed , so they bought matching black leather boots ) . Juvia was a little afraid to wear them , thinking they stand out a bit , but then she realized that it must be rude for her not to wear something her nakama liked and specially picked out for her! So she put them on and rapidly put her hair in a side braid .
But there was something very wrong going in her head and she just can't get the uneasiness of her dream out of her head !
Juvia reached the guild and decided to just have a bright smile when she comes in , like nothing happened, like she didn't just have an awful dream.
once Juvia set foot in the guild she said " hello minna "
the guild was noisy as usual Natsu and gray fighting . as usual , gray having his last piece of clothing on , and Gajeel was prepared to sing with his guitar, but being stopped by a laughing Levy and an uneasy Jet and Droy , and finally Erza eating her beloved strawberry cake , only to have it knocked down by a flying barrel . "CANT YOU GUYS ACT NORMAL FOR ONCE , AND LET ME ENJOY MY CAKE " erza said while knocking the guys in the head leading them to say " s-s-s-s-orry Erza "
" YOU BETTER BE " Erza screeched
Lucy was sitting at the bar talking to Cana and Mira until she heard Juvia's voice and she suddenly let out an " Oh Hey ! Juvia over he-" she suddenly stopped once she saw what Juvia was wearing and said " you look so beautiful ! WOW " Juvia suddenly blushed and said " T-t-hank you Lucy-san " and she sat down next to the girls .
gray couldn't stop staring at what Juvia was wearing. 'Wow she looks so pretty, wait …what am I saying ! she's just a friend, a nakama, a comrade!' gray suddenly stopped thinking once he saw Juvia stand up from the girls table holding a mug full of tea and sat down by herself in a table in the corner , looking out the window sighing .
Juvia kept thinking of what happened in her new dream today …. It was when she confessed to gray and he told Juvia that she means nothing to him …. 'Juvia understands he doesn't love her , or feel anything for her , and she doesn't care cause he was the person who took Juvia's rain away , Juvia will always love Gray-sama ,, help him , protect him , and believe in him even if the whole world doesn't , she will …. But is Gray-sama really that annoyed by her presence , by the way she says "gray-sama" , by her attachment to him … it makes juvia wonder if she should finally stop bothering him so much' the last thing Juvia wants to do is to make Gray feel upset in any way … Juvia decided no matter how much it hurts to forget and to hide her love , she will try , cause isn't this just a huge burden , ' Gray –sama probably hates Juvia , he probably doesn't know how to react to my feelings , but it's okay … even if gray doesn't love Juvia … juvia will always love Gray-sama because he is the one who took juvia's rain away' a tear drop was about to fall on juvia's face , but luckily she made it in time to wipe her eyes from letting a single tear fall .
Dont worry guys XD more chapters are to come !
also please do mind my awful grammar and spelling mistakes
. i hope this story is to ur liking everyone
