Hello Darling! :D Okay so this is the rest of the first chapter as promised oh and i am deleting the AN before this, btw. Anyways hope everyone had a great Turkey Day! I will have Chapter 2 up later tonight in honor of the holiday and I am in a giving mood lol.

Disclaimer: I dont own Twilight. That belongs to the wonderful ! plus if I did, Jasper would so be in it more! :D

(Bella POV)

"You have to be joking!" I yelled from the top of the stairs.

"We have gone over this. You are going. It wont be as bad as you think," my Dad of all people replied. I thought Dads were always supposed to be on their little girl's side. Well fuck, he was my last shot.

I just stormed back to my room. After I had made sure to slam the door extra hard, I threw myself on the bed. I can't believe they are making me take this road trip still every though they know how awkward it's going to be for me! They wont let me just buy a ticket to get to Dartmouth no I have to take this stupid trip with none other than my ex.

We had planned this when we realized we were both going to Dartmouth after graduation. Of course our friends, Alice and Jasper, are going too but they're taking a plane.

We wanted to drive because I wanted to visit my best friend, Jacob, one last time before gong off to college. Also if we Edward got to keep his precious Volvo. I was getting into all the reasons why Volvos were stupid when my cell phone rang.

Just dance. Gonna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gonna be okay.
Duh-duh-duh-duh
Dance. Dance. Dance. Ju-just dance.

Wish I could shut my playboy mouth.
How'd I turn my shirt inside out? Inside out babe.
Control your poison babe
Roses with thorns they say.
And we're all gettin' hosed tonight.
What's go-ing out on the floor?
I love this record baby, but I can't see straight anymore.
Keep it cool what's the name of this club?
I can't remember but it's alright, alright.

"Hey Alice," I answered bitterly. Of course, I don't blame her but she is just in my line of fire at the moment.

"Whoa. I'm assuming they are still making you go?"

"How'd ya guess?" I said sarcastically, "Sorry don't mean to snap at you. I just can't believe they are making me go! Even my Dad and I thought he hated Edward!"

"Well maybe it will be for the best."

"Are you just saying that or are you having one of your famous feelings?" I laughed.

"A feeling and you know better than to bet against me," she laughed with me, "I have to go Jasper just pulled up and we have to go to the airport. I'll call you when we land. Love you! And I promise it won't be that bad, ok?"

"Okay, love you too. Bye."

After we hung up I looked at the clock, 3:17. He is 17 minutes late! God first I have to go and now we are going to be behind in schedule. I can't believe him, he knows how much I hate being late for anything! Of course why should he care he is the one that broke my heart.

(Flashback)

Edward had been getting distant lately. Every time we hung out he would barely interact with anyone and he never wanted to be alone with me. That's why when he asked to go for a walk I knew what was coming.

"Bella, we need to talk," he said after we had been walking in silence for a while.

"Umm… about what?" I asked warily.

"Its just we haven't been as close lately and I think its time to stop pretending and move on," he said looking anywhere but my face.

"And whose fault is that?" I replied in a harsh tone.

He winced and I felt oddly happy I could still have some effect on him.

"Can we at least stay civil? We have the same friends and it wouldn't be fair to them," he more or less begged.

"I don't know, you haven't been civil to anyone lately then you expect me to be? How is that fair to me?" I asked incredulously.

"Please Bella," he begged. Something in his eyes convinced me to agree.

"Alright. Can I can be civil cant guarantee anything else."

"That's all I ask," he replied.

(End flashback)

Once I got home that night I cried the most I have in my entire life. At that moment I heard the purr of Volvo that holds so many memories. I hope I can keep it together.

Okay well as I said earlier I will have Chapter 2 up tonight hopefully... that is if i get a little feedback on this. So review please!

xoxo. jasper's lil pixie