I saw him standing in the corner he smiled, and I smiled back, but I knew it wasn't for me.
His hair a beautiful brown, mine plain and blonde. But our eyes matched. Both a brilliant blue.
I saw him hug her. Her bright red hair and matching blue eyes. He loved her. Not me.
Kairi and Sora the biggest couple in the school. They were made for each other. Not for me.
No one noticed me. Not a person cared about how I looked, the grades I got, the fact that I even existed.
They were just way too perfect for me. Everyone knew their names.
Kairi was my sister if you could believe. My twin. I loved her but I also loved her boyfriend. She could never know.
It would break her. She would hate me, and HE would hate me. My life was miserable. But no one could know.
No one would understand, and I was afraid.
I walked to school with Kairi and home with no one. She was a cheerleader.
He was a football player. I went to all of his games, and cheered for him as loud as I could.
Sora would never hear. But I could dream. I'd tell him congrats the next day, he'd say thank you. He would never remember.
Sora was beautiful in every way.
Smart.
Tall.
Handsome.
Kind.
He was the perfect person and I knew I was too plain.
Tall.
Gawky.
Nerdy.
People say opposites attract, but not in the case. I wish he could love me. But he had her.
She and He. Him and Her. All I ever heard and I wanted to be left alone.
That was it. Maybe if I just walked away everything would be better.
That day I smiled at him I went home and smiled again.
I went to bed and realized I would never have to feel the pain again.
I took a blade to my wrists and remembered.
Sora I love you, but you could never love nobody.