Songfic: Bella and Jacob during New Moon to "My Hero is you" by Hayden Panettiere.
Song lyrics in BOLD.
BPOV
You know I try to be
All that I can
But there's a part of me
I still don't understand
"Hey Jake," I called through my tears. I was crying because once again, I was stupid enough to think of…him.
He was at my side in a minute, even though he had been across the house at the time when I called him.
Why do I only see
What I don't have
When my reality
It's things that aren't that bad.
"Bella what's wrong?" he asked as he pulled me into his arms. He wiped away the tears that were on my face, and he pushed my hair out of my face.
I didn't answer; I just put my head on his shoulder and continued crying.
"Bella, please tell me," he pleaded. He wanted to help me feel better.
Your faith has shown me that
I took a deep breath and said "It's nothing," but I continued to cry. Then something hit me "You wont leave me…will you?" I whispered
"Of course not…I won't leave you no matter what." He promised as he smiled at me.
When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When my ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah
He kissed my cheek and I tried to push him away. He stopped, but only for a second. He just did it again and this time I didn't stop him.
"Come on Jacob please?" I asked this time. He smiled at me. "No, I don't think I will." He said teasing me.
"Pretty please?" I tried again. He grinned "Ok…but only if you smile." He said, cheering me up as always. I did and he stood up and pulled me up with him.
Now when I start doubting
You help me see
There's a strength and a mind and a power in me
Oh believe that there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you
"You promise you won't leave?" I asked. He nodded and I smiled as he took my hand.
I never saw the way
You sacrificed
Who new the price you paid
How can I make it right
"The others almost caught a leech today." He said trying to brighten the mood. I smiled wider. "Really which one?" I asked. "I don't know I was here, with you." He said his face falling a bit.
I feel so bad. I kept him from killing a vampire. Maybe if he was with them they would have got it. How can I make it up to him? I could only think of one way.
But if I were to kiss him, and then not really like him at all that way, then where would we be? A broken friendship just because of one stupid mistake?
I know I've gotta try
I looked up into his eyes and at once decided to at least try it. I slipped my hand out of his and put both of my arms around his neck.
"Silly Bella, what are you doing?" he said with a smile. I smiled back. "Something I should have done a long time ago" I told him, and with that I kissed him with as much passion as I possibly could and after a few seconds pulled away.
When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah
"Yeah and I should have told you this a long time ago too," he said, "I love you Bells"
"I know…And Jake," I said back "I love you too."
Now when I start doubting
You help me see
There's a strength and a mind and a power in me
Oh believe that there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you
"Thank you Bella" he whispered. I stood on my toes and kissed his cheek.
"You're welcome Jake." I whispered back.
And I hope that you can see
You're everything that I wanna be, ooh
He smiled at me and I realized that he was exactly everything that I needed in this world. I was officially over Edward. It didn't even hurt to think his name anymore.
When my world goes
crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You
give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move, yeah
I put my arms around his waist and hugged him. He chuckled "What was that for?" he asked.
Now when I start
doubting and
You help me see
There's a strength, and a mind,
and a power in me
Oh believe me there ain't nothing I can't do
My hero is you, yeah
My hero is you
"For being my hero." I answered.
My hero is you.