Undying Love.

Cecilia, the wind calls your name.

Dearest siren why must you leave me?

Time has been a weight onto my heart. I've done everything to revive you and our love. Of course my love will never stop for you. I practically went insane. 3 souls I imprisoned before HE showed up.

I've been credited for creating a game. In reality my heart was a part of some twisted game. Cecilia, I can't stop calling your name. Even when your beautiful voice has been silenced. Seeing your name on a cold and sad grave tears me apart.

I've thought about taking my own life..

I'd do anything for you. I'd conquer the Earth for you. My soul has been cursed. Maybe I did this to you? All I know is that your gone and not even the Kaiba-Corp technology can bring you back into my arms. I tried to seize control, but I failed you. I'm sorry my dear Cecilia.

I lay here wondering about you everyday. Every heartbeat and thought comes to your gentle face. Time is something I can't change. I'd give up my entire fortune for one kiss from you.

At least you're not suffering.

I used to not care about anyone. Until I met you. I guess you made me soft, and I should thank you. I just wanted the wind to pass along my prayer.

I feel like I've just died.

My heart feels so heavy. It's been months but it seems like forever sense your demise.

I've never been great with romance. As you can see I'm not great with writing this entry. I thought I could get you back, I thought I could play God. I just wanted to see your shinning face embrace me once again.

Cecilia, what words can describe you? Painting those pictures for endless hours. I'd never felt so alive! But why were you taken away? You were like a rose in a field of weeds. So fragile, delicate, and the fragrance that followed you like a specter made it oh so sweeter!

My world came crashing down after that. I stopped caring, I wanted to be there with you, wherever that may be. You know I would've done everything for you.

There's nothing left for me..

My heart is torn to shreds, my soul is in eternal damnation. I feel like I've sold my soul to Lucifer himself. I'm glad you're not around to see what I've become. I'm but a hollow man, but not entirely a heartless beast. Most people thought that. I guess so.

I can't stop thinking about those days being with you. Those truly were the happiest days of all my existence. Before you I thought creating duel monsters was the best. Seeing all those children light up made me feel warm.

But when I met you. There I swear that my heart skipped a beat. I couldn't stop looking at you. Your hair swaying in the cool, gentle, breeze, those eyes that drew me near you, and that smile was truly radiant. You were a treasure and will always be.

When you said yes to my proposal I just knew it'd be forever. Forever doesn't last does it Cecilia? It only lasts for short periods of time. I can still see your face. Lovely and pure, those were only endless words to describe your elegant beauty.

We would've been so good together. No one could touch us. If I had my millennium eye I'd make anyone die that has ever wronged you. When you died everything was stripped from me. A half of me died with you that day. I hate telling you what has happened. But I feel that I can tell you anything.

The paintings, I still have. I have 2 in my castle. They hold your beauty and youth in oils and paint. I can literally feel your breathing, and your heart beating. What I wouldn't give to see you again!

I'm running out of space to write down more about my memory of you and your gracious love. I'll leave you be Cecilia. Don't remember me this way. But as the shy painter who longed to be your husband. Farewell my love.