It was a warm summer evening when I first heard from the doctor. It came as a total shock. He said I should tell someone I trust and not keep it to myself. I nodded and left. As a walked back home I thought to myself, why me? Had I done something wrong to deserve this? Maybe I haven't been an exact angel but do I really need to be punished in this way? As I unlocked my door and came in I sat myself on the sofa and cried, cried so long that I couldn't seem to stop. When I finally did I reluctantly climbed into bed and slept.
"Hey Juvia, why are you looking so miserable? Come on join in the fun!" Mira said to me, jumping about. "No thank you Mira, get back to your costumers." I replied. I was in the middle of a party and I didn't feel I could feel so happy with a burden as great as this I have to carry till the end. Suddenly Lucy burst in the door and ran to sit next to me. She started to talk to me but I didn't listen. I was thinking about what the doctor had said about telling someone I could trust. I know Lisanna is like my closest friend but she is also a chatter box and the last thing I wanted was everyone knowing. And as Lucy is one of my closest friends and she could always be trusted I thought to myself that she should be the one I tell. My thoughts were interrupted by Lucy tapping my shoulder and saying "So what do you think?" She must have seen my blank expression because she said "Were you even listening Juvia? Hello?" She was waving her hand in front of my face. I put her hand down and said "Sorry Lucy I wasn't listening, it's just I've had a lot on my mind. Could you come with me, I want to tell you something." I grabbed her hand and dragged outside the guild. When we arrived to a small road she turned to me with an annoyed expression and said "What did you want to tell my then? Come on, blurt it out!" She looked quite exasperated and had her hand on her hip. I looked up at her and said timidly "I went to the doctor last night and he revealed that I have a rare illness caused by Tenrou Island. This means that I have 2 months to live. He said there is no cure." Lucy just stared at me, her expression had changed from exasperated to just sad. "I'm so sorry." She said and hugged me "I'm so very sorry."…