Well hi everyone here we go im just bringing you a quick fic that wouldn't let me sleep till I wrote it…..
This is suicidal Heero and crybaby so if you don't want to see that then don't read.
Note: Really angsty if you ask me so yah…..
Forgotten
I just stared at the only person I have ever loved, unable to form the words that would keep him here.
"So I'm right, you don't care about me at all, huh Yuy?" Duo asked, face twisted in anger. I willed my mouth to open and form the words, but nothing happened. Duo's scowl deepened. "Fine then jackass, later!" he huffed, turning and slamming the door to our shared apartment. I flinched.
I instantly felt tears sting my eyes moments before I felt them trailing down my face. Half blind, I stumbled across the room to the kitchen and opened the knife drawer. Pulling out the thin metal, I held it to my wrist and began to cut…
The rest was a haze. I was pretty sure I saw Duo ashen-faced over me on the cold tile floor and thought I felt myself being lifted, but I don't remember much else. The next thing I knew, I was staring at the white ceiling of the hospital. I looked down and noticed that both my arms were covered in bandages. I wished they weren't there, and that I was still bleeding.
Duo was asleep next to me, holding my hand. I just stared at our linked digits, wondering why he was here, why he saved me. I thought he hated me. I felt him stir next to me when his eyes suddenly shot open. His eyes met mine, looking shocked to see me awake.
"Hey buddy," he said softly. He was talking the way you would to a child, or someone who's been through major trauma. His eyes are open and warm, so different than they were that day, when they were cold and hard. Remembering it just made me want to cry again. I drew my arms closer to my body, causing our hands to break, trying my best to hide 's face fell into one of concern as his hand came up to wipe the moisture away from my face. Weird, how did that get there? He whispered to me, "Baby, tell me what's wrong? Do you hurt somewhere?" I stayed silent, still trying to hide my arms, but a question forced its way past my lips.
"Why did you save me?" I croaked out. "I thought you hated me. Would be glad to see me die," I finished, crying. I looked down at the sheets so I didn't have to face Duo.
"Heero, look at me, please?" he asked and wouldn't speak until I raised my eyes to his, tears still trickling from them. "I was mad that you wouldn't talk to me, but I would never want you dead," he finished. Taking a closer look, I noticed a red tinge covering his cheeks…
"Why?" I finally asked. "Why do you care?"
"Because I love you Heero," he whispered softly, his eyes showing the truth of his statement. I felt my own eyes go wide as tears fell freely down my cheeks, my mind going into overdrive as I processed his words. "Heero? Heero, what's wrong?" he asked me, panic hidden just below the surface and concern etched in his voice.
"So you feel the same way?" I cried instead, the dam inside me breaking.
"Yes I do," was all he said as he climbed into the bed with me. He held me close and whispered words of love and comfort, ones I desperately needed. I barely heard the door open before Duo's soothing voice lulled me to sleep.
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~Owari~
I'm not sure if I wanna continue this one or not please send me feedback. Now, I've got a poll on my profile go vote if you want it to contiue or not