You're loosing your memory

Chapter One: I don't know you anymore

This is my new story. I love Declan/Fiona's relationship (purely as siblings) and I love Declan with Holly J. I also love Fiona/Holly J friendship wise. So this has Declan, Fiona and Holly J as the main three characters. IMPORTANT there are a few changes Bobby had started to date Fiona when Declan was still around but the abuse didn't start till after he left. Also Fiona isn't gay (I don't find anything wrong with that at all, but I may want to introduce a love interest for her and so I thought I should let you know haha) oh and Holly J, Fiona, Eli and Claire are like a group (as friends). This whole fanfic is slightly based from the song by Savage Garden "I don't know you anymore" (hence this chapters title) it makes me cry haha.

It had been one year.

One whole year.

One minute he was here and the next he was gone.

No trace.

No message.

No way to contact him.

What a dick.

Still Holly J couldn't help but feel that stab of longing when she saw his mattered hair and perfect grin as Declan stood in the doorway. Deciding to ignore his cocky charm, Holly J grabbed a few plates from the counter and started to stack them up.

"Long time no see." Declan said as he crept up behind her.

"I'm working." Was all she replied, her voice was cold and it caught Declan off guard. "I think the dot can last a few minutes without you, seriously you haven't seen me in a year and you have nothing to say?"

"Oh I have lots to say Declan!" Holly J spun around to see his surprised face "What? You were expecting me to run into your arms, begging you to take me back."

"Hey, you broke up with me remember? So I went a way for a while, to change. To become a guy you could want!" Declan begged for her to see reason.

"A while? Jesus Declan, you left for a whole year with no note or text and you changed your fucking phone!" She couldn't handle this, not now.

"I needed a break. It's not like you wanted me around!"

"What about Fiona? She wanted you around!" Holly J's voice was rising and she could feel herself about to snap. "Since when have you cared about Fiona?"

"Since she's my best friend!" Declan was not prepared for that, a lot does change in a year and he couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy, he used to be Fiona's best friend. "You should go." Holly J whispered as she backed away from him.

….

"What?" Fiona whispered, wondering if she had miss-heard her friend.

"He's back, I barely believe it myself. But he was defiantly there, even tried to talk to me." Holly J confirmed.

"Tried?" Fiona smiled as she noticed a hint of desire in her flat-mates voice.

"We talked for a bit, but I just got angry. He deserved it though." Holly J insisted as Fiona's eyebrow rose. However she didn't have time to respond as there was a clear knock on there door. "That will be him." Holly J grimaced at the thought of him in there flat. "How do you know?" Fiona replied getting up to answer it.

"I know." Holly J smiled.

Fiona stared at the door, she hadn't been face to face with her twin in a year, she hadn't heard his voice or had any kind of contact from him in a year.

Before he left they were practically joined at the hip, inseparable. They could finish each other's sentences. Fiona leaned on Declan like a rock, and then he disappeared.

Slowly she gathered the courage and opened the door; sure enough Declan's smug smile greeted her as the door swung open.

"What do you want?" Fiona questioned as she stared her brother in the face.

"Isn't that a warm welcome?" Declan laughed as he put his arms out, ready for her embrace. When it didn't come he slowly put them back down again "Gees, does everyone hate me?"

"Just the people you abandoned." Fiona shot back, her poker face not faltering.

Holly J's voice came from somewhere in the apartment "Leave Declan."

"He will." Fiona shouted back, before allowing her voice to become just above a whisper "It's what he does best."

Ignoring Fiona's last remark Declan replied "Holly J's here?"

"We share this place, why do you care?"

"You live together? Wow you really are best friends." Declan said more to himself.

"Well things changed when you disappear."

"So that's it then, no second chance or allowing me to explain." Declan fished for the Fiona he once knew, the girl who would do anything for her "big" brother.

"Fine, explain." Fiona bluntly stated, she was quickly joined by her friend who jumped of the couch shouting "I want to hear this."

Staring at the two girls who meant the world to him he cleared his throat and began "Well when Holly J broke up with me I was crushed, I really thought about what you said. How I used money for my problems and all about buying your love. Well I thought I would get away, find myself and all that. I wanted to change so we could be together again. Maybe I should have told you both but I wasn't thinking, I wanted to surprise you. Come back a new me, it just took longer then planned. But I'm re-enrolled at Degrassi; I'm here for good now." Declan smiled but the girls weren't buying it "Listen I really thought it would be fine, Mom and Dad don't really care about us and so I didn't even really think they would notice." Holly J's eyebrow raised as Declan continued to ramble "Holly J, you had broken up with me and well Fiona, you seemed happy with Bobby so…." Declan trailed of as he noticed his sister flinch at Bobby's name.

"Listen why don't you leave, it's late and neither of us really want to talk to you. " Holly J said basically slamming the door in Declan's face.

"Fine." He whispered "See you at school."

So what did you think? Do you like it? Please comment if you did because it means the world and it makes me want to write more for you haha.

Don't forget about the changes I told you about at the top.