Hello All! I have been around for quite a time, yet I was not pretty able to build up some guts to try to write something for here. I could finally manage to! *happy dance*

Guys, before you read, I feel like I have to point out that I am not a native speaker of English and I am still having my English courses to improve more. As a result, I would be really glad if you to write down an error you notice and help me to correct it, it can be anything like vocabulary, grammar... I also appreciate constructive criticism.My reason for being here is to read, write, learn and enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own Fairy Tail :(

To Forget to Remember

Chapter 1:

All about the Past You

Present

Crisp and fresh winds dashed between the walls of Magnolia, announcing that the spring was near yet the bits of the winter had still remained within the breeze. It seemed as a cheerful and an auspicious morning when crowds flooded over the roads, each of them desperate of being inside, waiting this bloody cold winter to end to set free.

Lisanna walked through this crowd, sharing their happiness. She was glad, hot days that she wouldn't have to put on lots of layers of clothing were coming, to be more specific, she was glad that Mira would not try to dress her up as much as she could to "protect her sister from picking up cold". Lisanna smiled at this memory. Although Mira tried to protect Lisanna from catching a cold, Lisanna would eventually start sneezing because of a runny nose after she had come back from a mission. She was not treating her health as much as her sister did for her, she pointed.

She stepped and stepped, as she was approaching Fairy Tail's building, her steps turned into hops. She had no notion about what was with her, but never had she felt this blissful for some time. Her sixth sense –or her inner self- was telling her that today was her day, everything would go clean and smoothly, she was almost certain, almost.

"Good morning!"

She threw herself into a different crowd which was generally settled down at the guild tables. Chatting, eating, laughing, discussing, arguing, gossiping, fist fighting, kissing… Fairy Tail was indeed a colorful place to be. There were many many types of people, yet if you looked superficially , all of them harbored something common in them, they could become one so easily, so did Lisanna.

"Good morning Lisanna" Gray greeted her as he made for the door. He had a task to do outside, who knew? She wasn't surprised to suspect a blue haired woman who was chasing after him "secretly".

"Oi! Lisanna" Suddenly, she noticed the pink haired Dragon Slayer at a table on the left. Okay, she actually realized his presence in the instant she entered to the guild. How couldn't she? After all, he was her long termed crush. She felt hesitant to walk to his table, but she didn't show even a bit of it. She was perfect at covering her feelings and put an act over them. At least she thought and usually happened to be correct about it. She usually preferred letting everything inside of her to flow with tears when she was alone. Her mind was only hers and she knew that she would open it to the others when she really felt like it.

Now was the time she had that courage to the lowest.

"Hello Natsu... and where is Happy?" Lisanna wasn't used to see Natsu without Happy.

"I think he went to the fish restaurant with Charle, I'm not pretty sure. He was babbling about teaching Charle how to pick the perfect fish among others... Why don't you sit anyways? "

She walked up to his side and seated herself. "Then... What's up with you?"

"Lucy went to order some food from Mirajane, I am waiting for them to be served!" Natsu was drooling over the table with hunger, possibly dreaming himself munching on every bits of the food hungrily.

"I see" Lisanna put her chin in her hand. Her elbow that was on the table supported the weight on her hand while she was deep in thoughts.

She was almost sure that she was going to start her day not thinking desperately about Natsu and his relationship.

Lucy and Natsu were having a good time to be sure. That was why she was hesitant in the first place. Lucy and Natsu were together and she didn't know whether or not she would be able to stand near by their side while they were all being couple-y.

Lisanna wondered how Natsu was able to forget everything they shared together all those years. Of course, he tried to forget her after her "death" to dim his pain but was he really that capable of throwing everything into a trash can? That brought her thoughts to another level. Maybe he just didn't take every childish thing she said to him seriously as the time passed. His feelings for her reformed; might have eventually turned into a friendly love because not seeing her for so long. Lucy managed to fill in her place.

On the other hand, everyone in Edolas reminded her of the Earth Land Fairy Tail. It was hard for her, the fact that her mind was comparing every single person with their counterpart in the Earth Land, especially her siblings and Natsu. It made her live every single memory she had back at the Earth Land with them.

"Good morning Lisanna, it's good to see you." Lucy finally walked into the scene and Lisanna returned back to the reality with a blink. Lucy had put on one of her brightest smiles; she was elated to see the white haired mage.

"I am very fine, thanks Lucy! So, uhm… "

"Natsu, I ordered the whole list you wanted from me but you should go and carry them by yourself." She put her two plates onto the table and she settled down to eat.

" OOOO-kay" Natsu said lazily.

Lisanna's stomach growled with hunger. She was embarrassed, but also glad it somehow gave her an idea to save herself from her misery that left her speechless near the two all the time.

"You see, I also need to fill my stomach to be ready for the day."

"Oh okay, see you later then," Lucy waved.

"See ya, Lisanna!" Natsu bid a goodbye.

Quickly, Lisanna walked to where Mirajane was. As soon as Mirajane saw her little sister, she smiled her warmly as if she was the most valuable person in the whole world.

"Good Morning sis!" Lisanna hugged her sister and sat on one of the bar chairs.

"What would you like to eat today, the same?"

"Hmmm, I think I will go with the cereal today!"

"Alright- Oh Lisanna by the way…" Mirajane bent down to Lisanna's ear.

"For Elfman's birthday, decorations are ready to be put on but, have you decided on anything as a present?"

"Oh yes!" Lisanna chirped. "I found that jacket he liked back at the shop as a nice present to give."

They both remembered how Elfman appreciated the posture of the jacket that was showing his manliness in a manly way. Of course, the jacket was just a jacket of sorts, Elfman was being himself, though the Strauss sisters should have admitted that it looked really good on him.

Lisanna tried to remember how many jewels it was, then she realized. It was fairly expensive and she might have had not enough money to afford it.

"It seems like I don't have enough bucks left to buy that jacket. I need to go on a mission immediately!" She blurted and made for the request board. Mirajane watched her sister's sudden rush.

It was already Sunday and Lisanna wasn't sure if she had enough time to finish the quest on time on her own. There were various missions that Lisanna could consider to take on.

"Bringing down the thieves in Beram… Eliminating the monsters that harm crops at Atraium… Helping to restore living conditions in Dejakmara…This one might work!" Lisanna took the paper out of the board and turned back to her seat.

"You found one?" Mirajane was coming back with an empty tray as Lisanna was checking out whether if there was more information about the quest on the advertisement.

"Yep! This is even more than enough to afford that jacket!" She said.

"Won't you be taking anyone with you?" Mirajane questioned.

"You know, I usually go on missions with Elf ni-chan but I can't take him because he is away on a quest, plus that would be awkward to make him help me for something I am doing for him. Besides, it's not a quest that requires fighting monsters. You see?"

Lisanna turned the paper's colorful side to show. Mirajane was not fully convinced but it wasn't the first time that Lisanna went on a mission on her own. Moreover, was Lisanna going to be under the wings of her older brother and sister for a life time?

"Okay… but promise me that you will be careful."

"I promise you, Mira-ne!" Lisanna widened a smile for her sister warmly, promising to her with all her heart. Mirajane replied to her with a smile as warm as hers and noted down the quest she had taken in a document.

After she had eaten her breakfast, she went out of the guild without wasting another minute.

"Lisanna! Don't be fooled by the weather and put some clothes on before going!"

"I'll make sure of it!"

…and the doors behind her closed.

Nothing needs to be said because nothing actually happens here ._.

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