A/N: I do not own Gundam SEED, SEED Destiny, or any factors of the Gundam Franchise.
If you dont like kira/flay, then leave this fic, cause there will be no flames or bashing.
The Dragoon shot around behind the shuttle, then fired, going thorugh the hull and destroying it.
She felt the small life within her fade, and lost forever.
Flay jolted up in her bed, shaking and gasping for air, as well as sweating.
"Flay, are you ok," said Kira waking up from his side of the bed, seeing the dispair she was in.
Flay didnt reply, but continued to try to breath slower.
"Yea...yeah, Im fine," she said.
It was about 1 or 2 in the morning, the temperature had dropped during the night, and it was very cold in the room now. The heater had been broken, so despite sweating from her nightmare, she was also shivering.
Kira got up and closed the window, then went back over to the bed he and flay shared.
Flay had the blanket wrapped around her, trying to shake the nightmare out of her mind.
"You had the nightmare again, didnt you," asked Kira.
Flay nodded, and kira sat down next to her.
Kira had to feel bad for her. Over a week had gone by since the war ended. One week since flay had been caught in the shuttle explosion caused by Rau's Dragoon. Flay had been recovered, but upon medical check over, they had learned something they didnt want to know.
Flay had been pregnant, all that time since the night the two of them became intimite after they landed in teh desert, she had been carrying a life inside of her. Then it disapearred when Rau destoryed her escape shuttle from the dominion. Flay had a miscarrage, and the baby died.
Whats more is that the doctor said that in addition to the miscarrage, her body had been rendered unable to have anymore children.
After flay was released from the hospital, she was still shaken up. Just knowing that she has lost her first child, as well as the only blood family she had left, had sent her into a state of depression. Kira had brought her with him to the orphange, seeing as she had no other place to go. He wanted to be close by, since she had been having nightmares and panic attacks after the miscarrage, so the two of them shared a room as he tried to help her recover.
It was hard for him as well. He had it hard enough when he realized that he was the ultimate coordinator, and experiment done by his birth father. But he was also knew that there was no one that would know what it was like to be someone like him of his genetics. That child had been his, and he had failed to save him, his unborn son.
Senceing she was freezing, he grabbed a second blanket and wrapped it over her.
"It'll be ok Flay, it'll get better over time," he said.
"I hope so," she said, still shaking.
Kira brought over some water and some pills that her doctor had prescribed for her to help her sleep.
After she took them, she slowly lay back down on the bed. Kira came back around to his side, and wished her good night. Flay pulled on his arm, and then leaned onto his chest.
"Please, please hold me right now Kira," she said still crying a bit.
"Ok," he said leaning over and holding her tight as she tried to sleep.
"Night flay," he said after a few moments, but she was already sleeping. She was still shaking and breathing off a bit, but she was sleeping.
Kira sighed as he tried to go to sleep as well.
Kira regreted a lot of things in his life, but what he regreted most was not destroying Rau more sooner.
If he had, then his and flays son would still be alive, and the nightmare would have been over.
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