So this is my first story for fan fiction and to tell you the truth i'm quite nervous. I'm not a great writer, but I love Ricky and Amy on secret life even though BH is ruining them... All the characters belong to secret life and BH. I don't own them! This is what i want the big argument or confrontation between Ricky and Amy (which I think may be coming soon) to look like. I want a lot of angst moments, but then of course a heated make up makeout :) Any way hope you guys like it, I think at this moment in Ramy's relationship both of them are very insecure and are lacking communication skills which might hurt them, but they will most definetly find a way to get back to the way they were in 3B and 4A. EnJoy!

The Fight: CH 1

"If you don't want to go to New York than why did you apply?" Ricky asked, "You wanted to go to New York since like for ever and you finally got into a college there! Why are you lying to me and saying that you don't want to go to New York when I know you do?"

"Why do you want me to go to New York so badly? Ricky, I applied there because it was something I always wanted to do. I'm happy I got in, but I can't go. I have a family, and you and John come first no matter what!" Amy replied back with a frustrated tone. Once again Ricky and Amy were fighting while John was at Ricky's parents for the night. This fight has probably lasted half an hour already, although it seems like for ever and it looks like it's not ending any time soon.

"I just don't want you to resent me for keeping you from going to New York and living out your dream." Ricky responded as his voice started to rise.

"My dream has changed. All I want is to be married to you and for us to be a happy family."

"You really want to get married? Do you want to get married because your mom is gay? Or is it because Ben knows the truth about us not actually being married?"

"Are you kidding me right now Ricky! Those aren't the reasons at all!"

"Really because it seems like they are! You don't get married for those reasons you get married because you are in love."

"I am in love with you Ricky! And you know that."

"Not really."

"What?" Amy looked at Ricky with confusion. How could he think she doesn't love him? She felt her eyes get watery as she looked at the man who wasn't sure about her love for him. "Is that why you have been hanging out with Clementine more often? Because you think I don't love you! And is that why you are pushing me to go to New York, so you can be with Clementine? God Ricky what is the matter with you!" Amy said on the verge of tears.

"You know that's not true Amy and I'm not pushing you to go!" She couldn't believe what was happening and decided she couldn't take it anymore. As Amy turned around to walk away from Ricky he quickly grabbed her wrist and turned her back to face him. "I told you this a thousand times, Clementine is just a friend."

"No she is not just a friend Ricky. She likes you I can see it! She likes you just like Adrian did and Karlee did! I am sick and tired of having to fight them off of you!"

"Just like I'm trying to do to with Ben?"

"No it's not even the same because Ben isn't a threat at all!" Amy was losing a lot of patience with him. She looked down at her wedding band and engagement ring and lost sight of the reason that she was even wearing them. "You know what I think we need to clear our heads."

"Sounds like a good idea to me!" Ricky said still yelling. Amy looked down at her ring again and let a tear escape her eye. She slid the rings off as Ricky looked at her completely dumbfounded.

"The guidance counsellor told me that Hudson was inviting me to visit New York and the school for free, to see if I like it for a few days. I didn't reply back to her, but I think it will be best for me to go." She said quietly as she played with the rings in her hand while Ricky was getting teary eyed. "I'm going to go and I'm going to leave in 2 days. It was short notice, but its best. I'll stay at my parent's until then and get my stuff later. We'll talk about John later too." She opened her hand for Ricky to take the ring, but he didn't move. He just kept looking at her completely lost and heartbroken so she put the rings on the table by the pull-out couch, quietly got her things and left. Ricky was unable to hold back his tears and just let them escape one after the other. He quietly walked up to the rings and gripped them tightly in his left hand. Ricky made his way over to the couch still crying grabbed a pillow with his free hand and whipped it across the room causing something to break. He was to numb to even find out what it was that broke.

Amy closed the door behind her and ran towards her car. She got in and couldn't even move. She felt broken and tears were streaming down her face. She started her car and made her way to her dad's house. "I can't believe I just did that," she said to herself. The car ride was fast as she sprinted into the house opening the unlocked door and dashing to her old room crashing on her bed and bawling her eyes out. Amy ran by so fast she didn't even notice Nora was sitting at the kitchen table when she ran by. Nora quickly got up and made her way to Amy's old room only to see her daughter in law crying her pretty hazel eyes out. "Oh Amy, what's wrong sweet heart?" Amy responded with louder sobs as Nora made her way towards her and held Amy in her arms making soft cooing sounds trying to calm her down. "Did you and Ricky have a fight?" Nora asked sincerely. All Amy could do was nod in reply. "Do you want to talk about it?" Amy let out a faint no as she still cried. "How about you just go to bed, honey," Amy pulled the covers over her shaking body as Nora tucked her in and turned off the lights and closed the door. Soon no more tears were able to leave Amy's eyes and she fell asleep.

Ricky paced back and forth in the apartment replaying the argument trying to figure out if he should have said something different to make Amy the love of his life stay while still having a strong grip on her rings. He started to get tired and plopped on to the couch too tired to make it into a bed and fell asleep.

Please Review and let me know how i did. If you like it I will update it very soon :)