Title: Once More
Summary: The pain was confounded. The darkness had taken over; I kept pushing against the black, though only a reflex. I felt the pulse behind the fire raging now in my chest. . I knew it would be so much easier to give in and let the blackness push me down, down to a place where there was no pain. R&R
A/N: Hey guys, this is my first try out for a twilight fic, but hopefully you all will enjoy it. To give you an idea; Bella has had an accident, and she is a Vampire, as you all know that vampires don't heal as quickly as Werewolves do. AKA: Jacob, Seth, Leah! Plz do review! Thanks!
Chapter One: Divert Attention
Bella's P.O.V
"Bella? Bella, love. Everything's going to be okay, we are going to get through this like we always do"
I wanted so much to respond to this admiring angelic voice, I tried to react but nothing seemed to work. Something was holding me back.
"Do something Carlisle!" I heard Alice demand, I was loosing against myself. No matter how hard I tried, I knew that reality would bring me to the conclusion that nothing was going to work.
Suddenly I felt this heat of anxiety roll down my body; I shivered as it went through me, knowing that this was the end to what I had left. All this effort was just going to be wasted. This thing inside me was a merely a dead end. My body didn't have the slightest hint of how to respond.
This feeling was familiar to me, the time when I had Renesmee, although it had some differences. I couldn't remember what had happened to me, I tried to fight back and collect my thoughts but as usual I didn't succeed. The only things I could remember were, the red convertible, a lot like the one Rosalie had and that I was in my car when the other car crashed on to mine.
I tried not to think of this burning, breaking agony but I failed, it was too unavoidable. I felt heat under my skin, I could of just given up in the beginning. Something sharper the knives ripped through me. Shatterin, slicing breaking me apart as I tried to hold on.
I heard Carlisle and Edward murmuring in the background.
"I know she can do this," I heard Edward say with a slight edginess to his perfect velvet voice.
This just couldn't be the end, why couldn't I shout or scream? Why wasn't anyone doing anything?
Slowly I felt the pain fade, I clung to it now. The pain was gone. Numb. I couldn't feel, I still couldn't see either but I could move. I slowly put my foot on the floor and at an instant I felt warm hands on me. Inside me, something had yanked the opposite direction.
I could finally see the light, all the frustration had gone away, I had survived, but the blackness rushed over me more solidly then before, firm and fast. I wasn't trying to lift it, I was just resisting.
A/N: I hope you liked it, well anyway, PLZ review!