Hi everyone! I hope youll love my delena fic since i love them a lot too.

This is a story inspired by the compulsion scene. i wanted to write a story where Elena will fight her way to remember and fight for her love to our Damon.

Enjoy!

"you shouldnt be here " the man begged at me. His face blurred from my sight. I could feel tears streaming down my face. It hurts like my heart is tearing up in pieces so bad that I can't breathe.

"You don't mean that. You want me here. You need me here" I answered almost pleading. I wanted to hold him, hug him and and make this fight stop.

"I don't love you. I never did" he snarled at me. That's when my world started to crumble.

He didnt mean that. I know but it still hurt. A lot.

"Not true!" I shouted. I reached to him, to hold him, to touch him, to see his face once and for all.

Then he started to disappear, his blurry figure slowly faded, and I knew it 's happening again.

"No! no! No! Don't go! Not yet" Ipleaded. Shouting at the top of my lungs. I can't let him go again for the nth time... But I had to wake up. Everytime I'm close to see his face, I woke up.

Another dream I muttered at my self.

I keep on dreaming about a man. For 8 months my dreams were almost the same. Pleading for the love of a man. A man who's face unknown to me. His figure covered with fog. Sometimes I could see a crow beside him. But never his face. Only his eyes, Blue dark eyes full of passion and desire for me.

i know this is wrong, but I can't control it. Ever since my accident 8 months ago, I keep on dreaming about this man. I don't know him and I can't ask stefan if i knew someone like him from my past. It's just inappropriate to ask my fiance if I have other boyfriends or friends in the past.

I have amnesia. My doctor told me it's from me bumping my head at the steering wheel during the crash. I forgot my past. Luckily stefan came and told me all I need to know. My parents died when I was sixteen and lived with my aunt and younger brother eversince. I met stefan during my first day at junior year and been head over heels since then. He propose to me before graduation and I said yes. We've been practically living in together since that day and was supposed to get married but I got into a car accident at the day of my marriage. That sucks right? But part of me is happy I didn't, i know i should be in hell thinking about this but something is not right. I know Stefan is hiding something from me, even Jenna and Jer seems off when I ask about things in my past. They let Stefan answer all my questions.

I felt him stir beside me "hey? Bad dream?" he asks sleepily, I just nod and close my eyes again waiting for him to go back to sleep. when i could feel him heavily sleeping once again, I carefully remove the sheets around me, and gently get up from bed. This has been my routine for the past months. Wake up early, get away from Stefan as much as I could to try and remember my past without asking anyone else.

I went to the fridge and took a bottle of mango juice and mixed a little bit of bourbon with it. It's weird right? but I love bourbon, like drinking it and feeling it between my lips makes me feel alive. Like I can feel someones lips touch mine.

I sigh.

I know that man exist. I know i'll meet him one day.

"You wake up quite early for your age." a deep voice from behind me said. I know the sound of that is familiar. I slowly turned back, scared but also hoping. I saw a dark figure beside the fireplace, Holding a glass and I know for sure that he's drinking bourbon. My bourbon.

"who are you?" I asked. Not scared for who he is, or what he'll do to me. I cant see him frow where I stand.

He stepped out of the dark, and I finally saw his face. Shocked and happy, The blue eyed man from my dreams, his raven hair Looks like it hasn't been brush for days. His eyes smirk at her as he walk close.

"I'm Stefans brother" he took my hand and kissed it. I should have been offended but I felt this has happened before. I'm too stunned to process what's happening.

"Stefan didn't say he has a brother." I eyed him making sure he was the man in my dreams, pinching myself at the side so I know I'm still not dreaming.

"Stefan's not the one that brag" he smirk. And that little gesture just ensured me he was the one.

I know I'll meet him one day. I know it, I just didn't know I'll meet him here at the Salvatore boardin house.

"Who are you?" I ask again.

"Damon?" Stefan said from the stairs, looking at me rather than his brother. His eyes scared and I'm confused as hell. I look at him and then at Damon who is still smirking. Somethings going on, and I'll definitely find it out. Just then the raven haired man spoke again

"Hello brother." his voice was deep, like he's in here to do bad things and I know for sure my life is going to change.

pheww! It's done! My first delena fanfic. Please please leave your review and comments. I'm really hoping youll love this. They are all humans, no superpowers, not vampires.

Thank you everyone!

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