"Sakura..." He said to me quietly. I looked at him from the corner of my
eye. "Tell me what's wrong."
I took in a deep breath, "I can't." I knew I sounded scared, my voice was shaking and his face was contoured with concern.
"Why can't you tell me?" The bus went over a bump and my head hit the window... hard. "You can trust me Sakura. You know that." He tried to slip his hand into mine but I pulled away.
He stared at me with confusion, I had my hand cradled against my chest and there were tears falling down my face. "Sakura... tell me please." He had moved over to the edge more and he just stared at me.
"Sakura," Tomoyo had tried to enter the conversation. "You won't even tell me what's wrong. It's the spring and you're wearing winter clothing. No one.... you know...." her voice lowered to a whisper. "Raped you... did they?"
"No... and if they did, I probably would be in the hospital." I said softly.
"But Sakura, you've been in and out of the hospital all year. What's going on?"
My unknown temper rose suddenly, "Is it your problem that I've been abused and that I'm always in the hospital? Is it your problem that I'm NOT Miss Perfect? Is it your problem that I can't even protect myself? NO." Tears began falling faster down my face. "Now I can't even control my temper. What's my point in this world? Why am I still living and still Sakura."
"It's just that, you haven't smiled in a year." Eriol said quietly.
"What the hell is wrong with not smiling?!" I yelled at them. I grabbed my bag and got off the bus. 'I'm running away. No one will ever find me.... ever.' I ran as far as my feet would take me, and broke down in uncontrollable tears.
"I love you Syaoron Li, I always will." The world blacked out and I saw my body in the road, ambulances blaring, friends watching as they took me away. The only thing left of me was writing on the road...
It read: I Love you Syaoron Li, I always will, no matter what the consequence of my love may be. -Sakura Kinomoto
I took in a deep breath, "I can't." I knew I sounded scared, my voice was shaking and his face was contoured with concern.
"Why can't you tell me?" The bus went over a bump and my head hit the window... hard. "You can trust me Sakura. You know that." He tried to slip his hand into mine but I pulled away.
He stared at me with confusion, I had my hand cradled against my chest and there were tears falling down my face. "Sakura... tell me please." He had moved over to the edge more and he just stared at me.
"Sakura," Tomoyo had tried to enter the conversation. "You won't even tell me what's wrong. It's the spring and you're wearing winter clothing. No one.... you know...." her voice lowered to a whisper. "Raped you... did they?"
"No... and if they did, I probably would be in the hospital." I said softly.
"But Sakura, you've been in and out of the hospital all year. What's going on?"
My unknown temper rose suddenly, "Is it your problem that I've been abused and that I'm always in the hospital? Is it your problem that I'm NOT Miss Perfect? Is it your problem that I can't even protect myself? NO." Tears began falling faster down my face. "Now I can't even control my temper. What's my point in this world? Why am I still living and still Sakura."
"It's just that, you haven't smiled in a year." Eriol said quietly.
"What the hell is wrong with not smiling?!" I yelled at them. I grabbed my bag and got off the bus. 'I'm running away. No one will ever find me.... ever.' I ran as far as my feet would take me, and broke down in uncontrollable tears.
"I love you Syaoron Li, I always will." The world blacked out and I saw my body in the road, ambulances blaring, friends watching as they took me away. The only thing left of me was writing on the road...
It read: I Love you Syaoron Li, I always will, no matter what the consequence of my love may be. -Sakura Kinomoto
