Author's note: This was just something I thought of randomly writing at 1 am. It's just diary entries about what Valeriu (Romania) and Stoyan (Bulgaria) about their break up.
This is set on Human Au. Anyone could think of their ages, but for me I imagined them as highschool students around 16-17 years old.
Anyway enjoy ^^
Disclaimer: Hetalia is not mine
Dear Diary,
Today I saw a picture of him. I was looking through the news feed on Facebook when I saw the familiar face. My heart started pounding and my breath hitched. It was him, I could make no mistake.
He was with a mutual friend of ours, they seem to be hanging out. He was happy, very much so. He was the same as usual, but more relaxed. He had the same shade of dark brown hair, the same mysterious dark green eyes and the same pale complexion. He was still the same but he's happier.
It broke my heart.
He was my prince, my knight and my everything. He protected me and pampered me. He was constantly by my side and never shun me. I love him, I love him so much that it hurts.
We were always together. Holding hands and exchanging smiles. We were rarely apart. We were always together.
I still believe that we can still be together. That maybe he can patch things up.
I swore my heart, my love and my life to him. I love him so much. I always want us to be together. He was my destined one. Whenever we fought we would always fix it in the end. I thought this one was no different.
Sadly he moved on.
Here I'am still shadowed in our past. Crying every night for him to come back. Pretending to smile for my friends. It has been almost a year now, but I can't move on. I love him so much.
I love you so much Stoyan….So much that I'm still waiting for you.
Good night Diary, I shall sleep for I know that I will weep.
- Valeriu Lupei.
July 28 20xx
Another day has gone pass since I broke up with my beloved and no day has gone without me regretting my decision. I still regret leaving him, hurting him and abandoning him.
I saw a picture of him, he was happy and cheerful as usual. It worried me since he has the habit of hiding his emotions behind his smiles. I still hope that he has moved on from me. I love him, I still do, and I love him enough to set him free.
I love him so much. I love his soft strawberry blonde hair and beautiful captivating red eyes. I love his wide smile and that sharp canine that always poked out. I love the feeling of his pale skin as I caressed his cheek. I love everything about him, his cheerful smiles, his eagerness and his eccentricities.
How could he ever love me? I only hurt him. I only cause him trouble. He saved me from myself and my solitude. He was my sky, my stars and my heart.
What could I have done? We were never meant to be. I did what I thought would protect him. He was too dependent on me, too dependent that he swore his life for me. I love him for that but I must protect him from doing that. My life was never important, he is more important to me than the earth itself.
I want him to find himself, to live for his happiness. I don't want him to sacrifice so much for a failure like me. To save him from sacrificing everything for a heartless bastard like me.
I love you so much Valeriu, so much that I rather break my heart a million times than to see you get hurt.
-Stoyan Balakov
Author's note: ^^ It's kinda sad but also cute.
Please forgive the poor plotting (Especially that), typographical errors and grammatical errors (it's 1:36 am now...soooo)
Anyway thanks for reading. ^^