Variation on Sonnet 130

My best mate's eyes were distant as the moon

when he lay on the ground and slowly bled

as cold and empty as a silver spoon

and still they saw what further lay ahead.

I have seen villains, psychopaths and war

I thought I'd seen it all, and yet one day

he stands there on the threshold of my door

breathes, smiles, and takes my breath away.

I want him to explain, yet I know well

that no amount of words will e'er return

the countless weeks and months I spent in hell

when his cold eyes would stare and make me burn.

There is but one solution in this case:

To clench my fist and punch him in the face.