Bold = setting. Italics = Song lyrics. Bold/Italics = Author's note.
Author's Note: Well, this is my first fanfic/songfic. I hope you enjoy! =D Read & Review please. All human. Probably OOC. Sorry if you are getting told that I am updating this story or something, I'm just fixing some of my mistakes.
Song: Teardrops on My Guitar by Taylor Swift
Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or Teardrops on My Guitar. Duh! xD
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Bella's POV
Bella and Edward's lockers. (They are beside each other.) Before school.
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be
Edward turned to me at our lockers. I forced a smile on my face, even though I knew it would never reach my eyes. I couldn't let him see the pain I was in, I couldn't stand being without him. I wanted to walk with him through the hallways, hang out with him after school. I wanted to be with him every minute of the day I could. But I knew that would never happen...
I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without
"Hey, Bella." Edward smiled. It was my favorite smile, the crooked one that made me melt inside.
"Edward," I said, "what's up?"
"Not much." Edward replied. "But I have been thinking about asking this girl out. She's the greatest. Smart, beautiful, funny. She's perfect in every way."
"Really? Well, I wish you luck. Let me know what she says, okay?" I asked. I pretended to be okay with this...girl. But inside, I was dieing. Edward still hadn't noticed me, and was after another girl. I would act happy, if only for him. What I would give to be that girl.
Later that morning, the library.
Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me
I was talking to Edward again later that morning, in the library. "Did you see the look on his face?" Edward asked.
I nodded, breaking out into quiet laughter again, we'd already gotten in trouble once for being too loud. "That was priceless!" Mike Newton had just asked me out, again. I hadn't even noticed him at first, until Edward pointed him out. I get too distracted when talking to Edward. His emerald eyes pull me in making it seem only he and I exist in this world. Crazy, huh? Edward and I continued laughing.
That afternoon, at lunch.
He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night
Edward was talking about his mystery girl again. "I feel like I'm in love for the first time, like I finally know what love really is." he smiled at me from across the table. We were sitting in the cafeteria, eating lunch. "Do you know what I mean?"
I nodded. I felt that way about Edward... "Hey, there's Jessie." He smiled, turning in his seat to look at a blond girl walking in the cafeteria doors. "I'll be right back, I'm going to ask her out. Wish me luck!" Edward stood and made his way over to Jessie.
"Good luck..." I murmured as he left. I continued eating while waiting on Edward to return. He came back a couple minutes later.
"She said yes!" Edward grinned at me as he sat down.
"That's great, Edward!" I grinned, forced of course. Inside I felt horrible, Edward had a girlfriend once again. But was she his mystery girl? Most likely, he seemed so happy that she agreed to go out with him.
I still didn't have a boyfriend, hoping and waiting for Edward to ask me out. I cried myself to sleep most nights. I cried because Edward had failed to notice how I cared about him. I cried because I was happy. Just seeing Edward happy made me happy, slightly.
After school, Bella's truck as she drives home.
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
I was driving home after school. All I could think about was Edward. The way his emerald eyes shined in the sunlight, his perfect nose, that crooked smile, his messy, bronze hair. I was on the verge of tears again. I held them back for now. But I knew they would come by the time I had climbed in bed, wishing with all my might that I could find happiness soon.
The next day at school.
Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
I walked down the hall on my way to class. Edward smiled as he passed me in the hall. I froze, my next breathe caught in my throat. Edward continued on his way, while I was still frozen on the spot. I watched as he walked by. He looked perfect, as usual. I continued on my way after he left, trying not to be late.
Later that day, in the hallway at school.
She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause
I was at my locker when I saw them. Edward and Jessie. They were talking at Jessie's locker, down the hall. Edward looked happy, although, something seemed to be bothering him. Jessie hugged him and smiled. What could they be talking about? She smiled at him, then turned to leave.
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do
After school.
So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight
I drove home alone as usual. I made dinner for Charlie and me, then headed for bed after eating.
In my room, I turned off my bedroom light after changing into an old t-shirt and some sweats. I climbed into bed. Edward smiled his crooked smile at me from a picture on my bed stand. I smiled back, before laying the picture down. Maybe I would sleep better if I couldn't see him.
Before school the next morning, Bella's locker.
He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
I was getting my books out of my locker for first hour, English when I saw Edward coming. He looked....nervous, sad? I faked a smile. He returned a half hearted smile. "What's wrong, Edward?" I asked. "Nothing happened between you and Jessie, did it?" I asked, frowning.
"Yeah, we broke up yesterday." he replied. Was that what they were talking about at Jessie's locker yesterday? Probably not, they looked too happy to be breaking up.
"I'm sorry." I said, sincerely. I really was sorry that they broke up. They seemed so happy. "You seemed so sure about her. You talked about her so much." I said, hesitating a moment.
Edward paused. "She wasn't the girl I was talking about..." he mumbled after a moment.
"Who was?"
Another pause. This one noticeably longer. "You." He looked down at his feet, nervously.
I was frozen in shock. Edward had been calling me perfect, beautiful, smart, funny? It was me all along? "Bella?" Edward called after a moment. "Are you all right?" I nodded mutely.
"So..." Edward continued after he was sure I was alright. "will you go out with me?"
A smile broke out on my face. I wrapped my arms around him, pulling him into a hug. "Yes!" I squealed.
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Author's Note: So, what'd you think? Personally, I thought it was terrible. But, it's my first one, so, what else should I expect? I decided to write more songfics here. =D You may recommend songs in your review if you wish. Review please!
