He says he's gonna leave and it hurts. Normal will never be for me, I've realized that already. I could never love another as I do him. He wants me to have a normal life with a normal guy. I don't want that because normal guys are boring.
I want him. I don't care about sex. I love him and I wanna be with him, there is nothing more to that. I've learned though. Shit happens, and there is nothing you can do about that.
He's left before I can stop him. He left me here to rot. I know where he is though and I chase after him. It takes time but I find him. He's there waiting for me.
"I knew you'd come," He says.
"I love you."
"I love you too, but we don't work Buffy," He says.
"We could if you didn't give up," I whisper. "I told you that we couldn't give up," I say. Tears are welling up in my eyes.
"I want you to have normal," He said.
"Reality check here, I don't want normal, I've given that idea up. I want you. I don't care what you say. I love you with everything I've got, no normal guy could ever take you're place. You're irreplaceable."
"Buffy," he whispers.
"No, don't Buffy me," I say. "I LOVE you. Why don't you see that nothing else matters?"
He kisses me.
"I love you so much Buffy," He whispers.
I'm pushing him onto his bed and he tries to stop me. We can be together. His soul is his soul and his soul belongs to me. My soul is my soul and my soul belongs to him. No stupid gypsies can stop that. Angel and I are soul mates.
"It's okay," I whisper. "We can do whatever we want now. And I want you."
We can both take what we want. Want, take, have, it's like Faith always says.
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