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9:39 AM
Masks
It hurts to look at them. It really does. I doubt anyone will ever figure out that Dib's not crazy, but I also doubt that Zim will be able to do any damage at all. But Dib's torn his entire life down for this. I guess to you, to an outsider, he would look like a normal kid. I mean, that's what he's supposed to be, right? That's his mask? His mask isn't even skin deep, that's just what he looks like. He looks like a normal person. I think.
I don't know what a normal person is supposed to look like, do I? I don't exactly hang out with a "normal" crowd.. I don't hang out with a crowd at all, do I? No, I don't. But that's not the point. But all those popular people.. they look like they're normal. Don't they? I don't know.
He sighs, his head is filled with
Cartoons and fairy tails
But anyway. As I was saying, Dib looks normal, but try having a conversation with him, and within 5 minutes he'll start rambling about Zim. That alien boy- and yes, I do realize he is an alien- has taken my brother's life away from him. Not in the litteral sence, at least not yet. I hope not ever, though I can't admit it. Bad for my mask. That's what my life revolves around.. that's what it's always revolved around, hasn't it? I'm that freak at skool, no one looks at me twice. No one looks at Dib twice, either, or they'd figure he's right.
It's funny, how alike we are, Dib and I. It seems like everyone always compares him to Zim, but he seems a lot like me. We're both rejects, anyway, and we each have our own way of drowning that out, me with my Gameslave, him with his paranormal.. stuff. He drowns it out with Zim.
Zim's hard to look at, too. He seems completely harmless with that disguese on, with those eyes that never, ever change.. and then you see him without the hair and the contacts, and he STILL looks exactly the same. He's just crazy, he could never do any real damage, I don't think.
The way Dib looks at it, Zim already has the world in those black gloves of his, if everyone keeps ignoring him. And no one will pay attention to my brother, not even me. Saying that now, I feel kind of bad about it. I should go try to talk some sence into Dib.. it's worth a try, anyway.
9:50 AM
More on masks
See, this is why I never talk about what's on my mind. Dib looked at me funny and then screamed something about Zim being more dangerous then I'll ever know. Remind me never to listen to my instincs again, I just made myself look like a moron.
We all know conspiracys are dumb...
What if people knew that these were real?
Anyway, back to what I was saying. I think Dib's gone crazy. No one pays attention to him, that's why. I was trying to change, trying to listen to him, but he just raves on like a lunatic. It's really hard to watch, it really, really is. Stupid alien, he really is trying to conquer the world, but he sure is bad at it.
Dib's gone now, Dad sent him off to yet another pyschiatrist. I wish they'd be able to help him, but not even they'll look at Dib straight. There is only one human being out there who actually believes that weird guy in the trenchcoat, and that's me. The only one who actually pays any attention to him is the one that completely fucked up his life.
He's giving up, you can tell. He rants occasionally to me, and dad, but he doesn't bring loaded water guns to school anymore. He might have run out of schemes, I don't know.
Dammit, I'm sick of thinking. I think I'll go drown my life out with my Gameslave again.