I need her
"I need her, and I never knew it till she was gone." I mumbled to myself, and laid back on my bed and looked over at a picture of us. I held it close. I can believe it they still couldn't save her. My phone started vibrating. I pulled it out of my pocket. It said DJ, "No it can't" I stared at it for a min before answering it. "Hello?" I said scared. "Zac baby!?" DJ's voice came threw the phone. "DJ baby but how?" I was confused "yah it's me Zac, listen, I don't have much time, Zac I had to, I love you and I didn't want to live you. But I didn't want you to die, cuz what would have happen to me after he shot you, I cold have been next, or worst. And yes I heard you at my funeral. Something bad could have happen. Nothing would have happen to you. And nothing did, but you lost me. And I lost you. But you know what? I'll see you when you get up here, and I'll keep my eye on you. I love you" the line when dead. "Wow" I mumbled again, and sat up. "Was that really her?" I wondered. He sat up. Her mom had gave him her CDs. he look at then. He found Ashley Tisdale's headstrong. She put that into his CD player he put it on her favorite song on, Love Me For Me. He let it play, as he laid back on his bed. Love me for me and not for some on I would never be what you get is what you see and I can be any more then what I am love me for me or don't love me… a few tears came streaming down his face. "I need her." he wanted to scream that so badly. He when into his bathroom that was off his room, he looked him self in the eye "she wouldn't want you to do this Zac" a mini angle him appeared on his left shoulder. "No Zac do it." and little mini devil him appeared on his right. "I agree with both of you though" Zac sighed "no she wouldn't want me to kill my self, but then if I did kill myself would be in heaven with her." he looked back in the mirror and saw her "Zac" she whispered, the devil and angle where gone, "Zac" she said again "do what you wanta do, I'm not stopping you. Do what you want to do but Zac" she looked at me "yah?" I looked right back at her "I love you, if you do what I think your going to do. And ill see you soon." she disappeared again. He sighed and opened the cabinet and pulled out an un-open Tylenol container. He set it down and pulled out one of DJ's lip glosses she left at his house and wrote on the mirror 'I miss her to much to be alive' He pored the Tylenol into his hand and then into his mouth. He swallowed then took a sip of water. He when back to his room and when to sleep, but never woke up.
The next day his mother came in to wake him up, he wasn't breathing she when into the bathroom and saw the message. She called 911 but there was nothing they could do when they got there. They had the funeral a week after DJ's…
