Disclaimer: I don't own Zoids, but if I did I would pair Bit and Leena together. Oh ya, and I would sit on the couch all day playing with the cute action figures and watching the episodes over and over! I don't own Christina Aguilera's "Reflection"
Author's Note: Ummm okay... I've only seen a few Zoid shows but I practically fell in love with it!!! So if there are inaccuracies... SORRY!!! I DONT WANT TO CAHNGE IT CUS IT WOULD RUIN WHAT I AM GOING TO DO IN THE FUTURE CHAPTERS!! This takes off after Leena's Gunsniper was pretty much demolished by Berserker Fury. (Is that what it's called?) Please be nice to me on this fic, it's my first in the Zoids category! Also feel free to send suggestions, my email is: Shugotenshis@dangerous-minds.com
Prologue: Pessimistic Thoughts
Silence echoed throughout the hallways of the shell-like hover cargo that belonged to the Blitz team. Everybody else had thier own plans so she was left alone. Like always.
Leena's POV
My Gunsniper was totaled... That's the second zoid I've managed to get destroyed... Maybe I should just give it up. Let's not forget Leena, I tell myself, you're always the first to go down in a battle unlike the others. OR that you bring the team to the borderline of losing. I wish I had a zoid powerful like Naomi's, at least level up to her skill.
My fingers claw unconsciously into the silky sheets of my bed as I try to hold back my tears of shame and anguish in case someone happended to walk in. Maybe I should quit... It's not like the team needs me anyways. I only get in the way with my trigger-happy self.
Regular POV
With an ungraceful flop backwards onto her pillow Leena sighs, melancholy drifting into her thoughts as usual. "Maybe I should," Leena said to herself.
"Should what?" A blonde young man with curious turquoise green questioned, he leaned against the frame of Leena's door to her room. He squinted his eyes a little to make out Leena's form in the dim lighting of her room.
Leena's POV (again)
Almost automatically my mood changes from shameful to happy-go-lucky. I force a grin and think of an escuse as to not say the truth of why I said what I said. "Oh, I didn't see ya there, Bit. I was thinking maybe I should go out for... some ice cream!"
I smiled widely at my genius, then I thought, Oh what the hell? "Would you like to join me?"
"Huh?" Bit said, probably confused I bet. He arched an eyebrow questioningly, ya know he actually looks cute that way... WHAAT???!! PLEASE GOD, DON'T TELL ME I SAID THAT!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
"You actually want me to come with you? That's not normal coming from you." He smirked, rather cruelly in my opinion. Okay, now I'm mad. How DARE he say that?! He doesn't even know the real me!!
OKay Leena, calm down. CALM DOWN!! DON'T LET HIM GET TO YOU! HE WANTS THAT FROM YOU! I slowly got off my bed, not caring if it wasn't made and grabbed a jean jacket from my closet. It was given to me from my brother Leon for a b-day present. A very BELATED ONE!! I turn to exit my room and approaching the spot where Bit was standing. I take an uneven intake of air and close my eyes. I opened them to reveal fierce violet eyes, and practically yelled.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU KNOW ABOUT WHAT'S NORMAL ABOUT ME OR NOT?! I WAS JUST TRYING TO BE FUCKIN' POLITE!!!"
I forced myself to calm down to a point where my voice was icy, a voice I didn't know belonged to me. I threw up my hands up in exasperation and partly regret.
"Forget what I even said Bit, never mind. I'll go alone." I choked on the last word, ALONE, the word I fear the most in the world. Yet, it looks like I'm going to be alone... For a very long time... I whisper the last part, tired from my emotional beration on myself. "Now just leave me the hell alone."
I think Bit was stunned when I brushed past him, but I didn't want to take the time to care of what his expression was. I just needed to get out. Now.
Regular POV
Bit turned around and out of the corners of his eyes he watched the exiting redhead.
"Man, she has problems. She even sometimes makes me wonder about her... Whatever, I'm gonna take a nap." He left the entrance of Leena's room, not noticing on the calender by her door in a large red-drawm circle read, "Day Mom Died."
Okay!!!!! I got it up... I think... OH well!!! I hope ya like it!! Please review and email for suggestions or whatnot.
Next on the first chapter: Will Leena actually quit the Blitz team? Wait Leena!! Where are you going???!!
Author's Note: Ummm okay... I've only seen a few Zoid shows but I practically fell in love with it!!! So if there are inaccuracies... SORRY!!! I DONT WANT TO CAHNGE IT CUS IT WOULD RUIN WHAT I AM GOING TO DO IN THE FUTURE CHAPTERS!! This takes off after Leena's Gunsniper was pretty much demolished by Berserker Fury. (Is that what it's called?) Please be nice to me on this fic, it's my first in the Zoids category! Also feel free to send suggestions, my email is: Shugotenshis@dangerous-minds.com
Prologue: Pessimistic Thoughts
Silence echoed throughout the hallways of the shell-like hover cargo that belonged to the Blitz team. Everybody else had thier own plans so she was left alone. Like always.
Leena's POV
My Gunsniper was totaled... That's the second zoid I've managed to get destroyed... Maybe I should just give it up. Let's not forget Leena, I tell myself, you're always the first to go down in a battle unlike the others. OR that you bring the team to the borderline of losing. I wish I had a zoid powerful like Naomi's, at least level up to her skill.
My fingers claw unconsciously into the silky sheets of my bed as I try to hold back my tears of shame and anguish in case someone happended to walk in. Maybe I should quit... It's not like the team needs me anyways. I only get in the way with my trigger-happy self.
Regular POV
With an ungraceful flop backwards onto her pillow Leena sighs, melancholy drifting into her thoughts as usual. "Maybe I should," Leena said to herself.
"Should what?" A blonde young man with curious turquoise green questioned, he leaned against the frame of Leena's door to her room. He squinted his eyes a little to make out Leena's form in the dim lighting of her room.
Leena's POV (again)
Almost automatically my mood changes from shameful to happy-go-lucky. I force a grin and think of an escuse as to not say the truth of why I said what I said. "Oh, I didn't see ya there, Bit. I was thinking maybe I should go out for... some ice cream!"
I smiled widely at my genius, then I thought, Oh what the hell? "Would you like to join me?"
"Huh?" Bit said, probably confused I bet. He arched an eyebrow questioningly, ya know he actually looks cute that way... WHAAT???!! PLEASE GOD, DON'T TELL ME I SAID THAT!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
"You actually want me to come with you? That's not normal coming from you." He smirked, rather cruelly in my opinion. Okay, now I'm mad. How DARE he say that?! He doesn't even know the real me!!
OKay Leena, calm down. CALM DOWN!! DON'T LET HIM GET TO YOU! HE WANTS THAT FROM YOU! I slowly got off my bed, not caring if it wasn't made and grabbed a jean jacket from my closet. It was given to me from my brother Leon for a b-day present. A very BELATED ONE!! I turn to exit my room and approaching the spot where Bit was standing. I take an uneven intake of air and close my eyes. I opened them to reveal fierce violet eyes, and practically yelled.
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU KNOW ABOUT WHAT'S NORMAL ABOUT ME OR NOT?! I WAS JUST TRYING TO BE FUCKIN' POLITE!!!"
I forced myself to calm down to a point where my voice was icy, a voice I didn't know belonged to me. I threw up my hands up in exasperation and partly regret.
"Forget what I even said Bit, never mind. I'll go alone." I choked on the last word, ALONE, the word I fear the most in the world. Yet, it looks like I'm going to be alone... For a very long time... I whisper the last part, tired from my emotional beration on myself. "Now just leave me the hell alone."
I think Bit was stunned when I brushed past him, but I didn't want to take the time to care of what his expression was. I just needed to get out. Now.
Regular POV
Bit turned around and out of the corners of his eyes he watched the exiting redhead.
"Man, she has problems. She even sometimes makes me wonder about her... Whatever, I'm gonna take a nap." He left the entrance of Leena's room, not noticing on the calender by her door in a large red-drawm circle read, "Day Mom Died."
Okay!!!!! I got it up... I think... OH well!!! I hope ya like it!! Please review and email for suggestions or whatnot.
Next on the first chapter: Will Leena actually quit the Blitz team? Wait Leena!! Where are you going???!!