Jade's POV

My motto comes from my favorite song: Keep holding on. As long as I keep holding on, I'll be able to accomplish anything. Of course, everything comes with a price, though.

You can't just crush someone's dreams or steal something from someone and not expect something to happen to you. Like, for instance, me stealing my boyfriend, Beck, from

such a sweet girl like Caterina Hannah Valentine. Valentines. Ugh. I've never liked them. They're just your feelings on a piece of paper that you buy for 99 cents at a

high-price store. Like you can't write your feelings on a piece of paper you already have and save yourself a few bucks. It's so stupid. Saint Valentine can burn in a pit

of fire for all I care. I change the song on my iPod to "Numb" by Linkin Park. This song is amazing. It describes my feelings towards everyone. They laugh at me. Call me

names like "Emo Girl" or "Scissor Girl." Some people think I've scarred Cat so emotionally that she sleeps with one eye open. I think it's just a stupid rumor. Thinking

about the "Sleeps with one eye open" rumor, I change the song again, now to "Girl With One Eye" by Florence and the Machine. I look around me. All of the scissors surround

me. No one understands my pain. I immediately run to grab a pair of scissors. I now know what to do. I'm going to live up to my reputation. I'm literally going to make Cat

the girl with one eye. Maybe I've been looking at the world through one eye. The eye I look through is black and white. The only thing I ever see in color is Beck. He's

the one thing in the world that makes me happy. But I've seen Beck looking at Cat. What would he think of me if I actually did this? I put the scissors back in their place

and run to grab my laptop. I go to and log in.

Jade West:

I'm sorry, Cat. I never should have stolen Beck from you in the 7th Grade. Please forgive me. Beck, I've seen you looking at Cat, and if you don't want to date me anymore,

I'm allowing you to break up with me and date Cat. No one else, just Cat. ESPECIALLY NOT VEGA.

Feeling: Heartbroken :(

But as soon as I type in the message, I press the delete button. I'm in LOVE with Beck. It's easier this way.

A/N: Hello, people of the interwebs... :) I am XxUnwrittenxX, and this is a Victorious fanfiction! This is a Jade/Beck/Cat fanfiction. Trust me, it will only get better from here. There WILL be Jade & Beck moments, there WILL be Beck & Cat moments, and there WILL even be some Jade & Cat femslash moments! So enjoy! More chapters will be up soon!