Hey guys! This is my first fanfic in like, forever! It's going to be a collection of one shots, each one relating to a Marianas Trench song. Each chapter has NOTHING to do with the last, just to let you know.I really want to promote the amazing band, so if you don't know who they are, youtube them. I know you'll love it. Anyway, this one, the first one, is a Style one-shot, accompanied by the song "Beside You".
Hope you like it! :) (I didn't use all the lyrics from the song, by the way)
Stan's POV
When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense
When it's in your spine like you've walked for miles
And the only thing you want is just to be still for a while
"Don't worry, Kyle," I said to Kyle, who had tears in his eyes.
"I just can't do this anymore, Stan," Kyle looked me in the eye and said, more tears flowing down his pale face.
"I'm always going to be here, Kyle. I know things have been pretty rough since your parents split, but you're always going to have me. I'm not going anywhere," I said to the love of my life.
I moved from my spot on Kyle's desk's chair, to where Kyle had been sitting with his knees up, and his face buried in them. I sat next to him immediatly putting my arm around his shoulders.
"I'm right here. I'll always be right beside you."
I felt his head find it's way to my shoulder. I placed my head upon his, and he then cuddled into my chest. He didn't say a word, and we just sat there. I loved having him so close to me, but at the same time, I was upset that he was so sad. I couldn't be happy because he wasn't.
When you're overwhelmed and you've lost your breath
And the space between the things you know is blurring nonetheless
When you try to speak but you make no sound
And the words you want are out of reach but they've never been so loud
Kyle and I sat there for what seemed like forever. I knew he didn't want to talk, so I didn't pressure him to. I just let him cry silently, holding him, letting him know how much he meant to me.
"I just don't know what to do anymore," Kyle finally said, looking up at me.
His parents had decided to get a divorce a few weeks prior. They just decided that there was no love left in the relationship. Kyle had been staying at his house with his mother, while his dad was going from one hotel to another. Kyle's mom had been making everything harder on Kyle then it should be. She made it feel like everything was Kyle's fault, when it wasn't, which made Kyle feel worse then ever before.
"It's not your fault. No matter what that bitch you call a mother says, it's not your fault," I reassure him.
"I know, b-but, I just," Kyle started, but didn't finish.
When your tears are spent on your last pretense
And your tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense
As the sky turned to black, and the numbers on the clock changed, I became tired. Kyle didn't say anything, but I could tell he was becoming tired aswell.
"Do you mind if I stay the night?" I ask.
"Please stay," Kyle whispers.
Every day has been getting worse for him. Every day that he doesn't wake up to his father's voice saddens him. There's been no love in his house.
I watch Kyle quickly crawl up into his bed. I go to grab a blanket from his closet and set it up on his floor for me to sleep, but I'm stopped by his voice.
"Sleep with me?" Kyle asks. I can hear the sadness still in his voice. I can tell that this is hurting him more then I thought.
Ever since him and Ike found out, things seem to have been going downhill for him. He's been unable to concentrate during class, which results in bad marks on tests. Those bad marks make his mother angrier at him, which causes her to blame him for even more. It's the snowball effect happening right before his eyes.
"Of course," I smile, and join him in bed, wrapping my arms around him for comfort.
"Good night. I love you," I whisper.
"I love you too. I'm sorry I'm making you deal with all my crap."
"I'm always going to be here beside you. It will take a lot more then this for me not to be there for you."
I know this was just cheesy and stupid, but I haven't written anything like this in so long! Forgive me for the stupidity. I hope you liked it, though. Another one will come up soon! :)
