alrighty. well i found this earlier while cleaning out my hard drive and here you go i guess... its not much old. and i promise ive gotten better (i hope so at least)
How cruel is the golden rule?
When the lives we lived are only golden-plated
And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me
And though I carry karats for everyone to see
They all hated me. Wanted me dead. It was obvious, even young me was aware of it. Carving this symbol into my forehead gave a constant reminder. Only love yourself. Children know to stay away from me. Their parents command it so. My family was no exception in this fear. I am a monster, a weapon. I was born like this for the kazekage.
And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies
And all the lovers with no time for me
And all of the mothers raised their babies
To stay away from me
Yasu. That was her name. A lone little girl, new to the village, unknowing of who I was. Yet, this small child came up to me and asked me to play ball with her. In utter confusion and disbeliefe I ran. Father must have sent her after me. To get close to me to kill me.
She followed me.
Tongues on the sockets of electric dreams
Where the sewage of youth drown the spark of my tears
And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me (too heavy for me)
And though I carry karats for everyone to see (everyone to see)
Throughout the years everyone questioned her. Myself included. Why would this person wish to spend time with a monster, with me? She always replied with the same thing "Yasu Haruko" peaceful light child. Her name. She was simply following her parents' wishes for her name. although she said that she still stuck with me after she got angry at my destructiveness. She would yell and cry. A litteral breakdown. I would bend to her will slowly subcuming to her wishes. Nothing much, she wanted a best friend who she could trust.
I gave it to her.
And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies
And all the lovers with no time for me
And all of the mothers raised their babies
To stay away from me
Years and years have passed since I met her on the playground at age five. Yasu still stood by me. During the exams, meeting Naruto, changing in general, she was there. Even today as I stand next to her, at this alter, as man and women. Kazekage and ANBU. Gaara and Yasu.
Husband and wife.
And pray they don't grow up to be me
She told me she wishes they would grow to be big and strong. Like us. Without the horrors needed to achieve the outcome, for them to grow up with virtues, faith, and strength. To be our children the best they can be.
It was love.
Oh wow… this is a really old story…haha… I kinda like it though.. I think I may re-post it later though… updated.. : )
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