Explosion

I'm not sure what he meant to make me feel. When he kissed me, when he grabbed my shoulders and pushed me towards him, surprising me.

It made me feel like I wanted to explode.

I'm not trying to be funny- all I wanted to do when Duncan kissed me was free fall. It made me want to jump right out of the plane and just fall forever. But mostly, like I said, it made me want to explode.

I guess because I felt so empowered right then. Like everything that I had been trying to deny just popped up and tried to go through my stomach and to my mouth and into that kiss. I just wanted him to know that this was what I wanted- although I'm pretty sure he already knew that.

I mean, I did feel a little guilty and everything, but I was also surprised. I had always thought that the fact that Duncan actually had feelings for me was just a rumor, just something that people liked to say to make me feel better. But then, I mean… it happened.

Yeah, I had to avoid Courtney like the plague, but do you know how that feels? When it turns out that you aren't the only one feeling something that is just tearing you apart? When you have the feeling that your heart is going to burst out of your chest and you love every second of it? Do you know how it feels to get a response back, to have someone you've been waiting on to just grab you and not give you a choice and just put it out there- "I like you"? Do you know what that feels like?

Well, it makes me feel like I'm flying. I'm not sure what Duncan was trying to make me do, or feel, or want, but I know how I felt, and I remember how much I liked it. Because it was surprising and everything, and it was full of hurt and want and need and betrayal and happiness and forgiveness and lust and sadness, but I remember that feeling the best.

All I wanted to do was explode. But, instead of doing that, I'm pretty sure a part of me melted. I don't really know. All I care about is that it was one of the best feelings I can think of… and maybe that was what he wanted to make me feel. Like exploding. Like I was in love already.

Authors Notes:

Hmm… I actually adore this couple. :3 Gosh, they are just kind of… cute. And I'm very sure that writing D/G is much healthier for me than writing all those D/C hurt/comfort one shots. This really lets out a lot of stress! :D

Thanks for reading!

First Draft Finished: 12/2/10
Final Draft Finished: 12/6/10
Published: 12/6/10
Fandom: Total Drama series
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